Why do things have to be this way?

[Steamm]

No money, no woman, no friends, no house. And I'm forced to watch the happiness of everyone but me

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry your life isn't good right now, and it must hurt to see everyone happy especially when you are not. Maybe you can try focusing on getting only one of those things on your list at a time. I hope things get better for you.