Why do some people insist on keeping me alive?

[iheartethanpage]

I genuinely don't understand why people try to convince me or people in general to not CTB. I shouldn't be forced to stay alive. And you're only doing it so you can feel like a good person afterwards

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, it's such terrible extreme cruelty to me how these people want others to be tortured in this existence against their wishes for as long as possible, all that anti-suicide does is cause way more torture and suffering and to me existing will always be torture.

It's just so horrible how humans impose this existence in the first place causing all this dreadful suffering and do all they can to make sure the suffering and torture of existing is prolonged, forcing people to suffer is a horrific crime to me and I always suffer so unbearably from being trapped in this torturous existence that never should had been imposed.

 

[RadiantNumber]

Cause they want to have "perfect citizen" who would serve them :/