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Surai

Surai

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Mar 26, 2024
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Why did it have to be like this? the questions that cross my mind, do not become things of the past. Why did it have to be like this. Existance for us is this? And if you could ask a question, My greatest question would be


Why?
Why this way? Why us? Why was this the best option? Do we really have the best opportunities? I guess you could say that, but it sure doesn't seem like it. So maybe ill leave sooner rather then later. Oh I forgot it can be hard to leave. So ill just have to suffer through that too. Im on the tight rope and I am swaying back and forth, side to side. And It starts at my head. It always starts at my head. I envy those who were sent into a still state, not whatever this is. Ill raise my hands, ill raise them to my head. But when nothing interferes with it and all hope weighs less then air and everything else weighs more and still... I don't see myself staying here.
 
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