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cecaris

cecaris

Member
Sep 1, 2025
15
Does anyone know if the hands return to normal colour after a while and whether the shaking completely stops? I'm wondering if failing an attempt with SN leaves any permanent damages
 
razor543

razor543

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
69
Does anyone know if the hands return to normal colour after a while and whether the shaking completely stops? I'm wondering if failing an attempt with SN leaves any permanent damages
My shaking was really bad in the hospital. It's since decreased and it's barely noticeable. I've spoken to multiple doctors about my hands, and they said there's no concerns. I have permanent damage from what they did to me in the hospital, but idk if that would count as the sn. I have scars on my neck from where they put a tracheostomy. I'm on a bunch of medications due to the sn. My blood pressure was constantly either too high or too low. I have a possible hypoxic brain injury due to the lack of oxygen to my brain, and being in asystolic cardiac arrest.
 
cecaris

cecaris

Member
Sep 1, 2025
15
After reading your survival thread, I guess it's pretty safe to say that you would've died had they not found out, gotten you to the hospital, and managed to get your heart to beat again, right?

I'm concerned about long term consequences if I survive my own attempt with SN, brain injury sounds scary bc of poorer cognition and whatnot but I guess if you would've succeeded even with dumping some arbitrary amount in a Fanta bottle without fasting or antiemetics, I shouldn't be too concerned..

Will you try again?
 
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razor543

razor543

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
69
After reading your survival thread, I guess it's pretty safe to say that you would've died had they not found out, gotten you to the hospital, and managed to get your heart to beat again, right?

I'm concerned about long term consequences if I survive my own attempt with SN, brain injury sounds scary bc of poorer cognition and whatnot but I guess if you would've succeeded even with dumping some arbitrary amount in a Fanta bottle without fasting or antiemetics, I shouldn't be too concerned..

Will you try again?
Yeah, I wouldn't be too concerned, haha. I didn't do anything right and still died. I probably will try again. I still have sn
 

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