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Why are you here?

  • Social isolation / Loneliness

    Votes: 70 66.0%
  • Lack of romantic sucess / Troubled love life

    Votes: 37 34.9%
  • Abuse / trauma

    Votes: 47 44.3%
  • Financial problems

    Votes: 31 29.2%
  • Substance abuse

    Votes: 17 16.0%
  • Existential / Philosophical

    Votes: 47 44.3%
  • Mental illness

    Votes: 73 68.9%
  • Low mood / low motivation

    Votes: 69 65.1%
  • Physical illness

    Votes: 26 24.5%
  • Something else

    Votes: 22 20.8%

  • Total voters
    106
misanthropist

misanthropist

Destined to suffer.
Mar 14, 2026
4
I've been suicidal since I was 8 years old, and have attempted numerous times since 12 years old.
I had always wondered, "surely, there's SOMEWHERE on the internet where people discuss this kind of thing" (became frustrated with not finding answers to genuine questions- pro-lifers)
Stumbled across this forum several months back and was observing quietly (recently made my account!) it's been incredibly helpful and I don't feel alienated here.
 
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Always-in-trouble

Student
Jan 14, 2026
133
I am really disturbed despite having relatively low trauma. Don't why I am still alive and holding out for others when I am no good anyways.
 
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sick&tired

sick&tired

Member
Jun 3, 2025
20
Physical illness. I want to be here. I have the most amazing friends and family. My life was good, but my body hates me & I cannot go on just existing this way </3
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,294
I failed in life, and that led to financial problems.
 
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inconclusivesorbet

On my way
Jan 28, 2026
53
I went through a manic episode psychosis and did so many things I regret
I dont feel like I deserve to get better so its best to end the suffering and shame
 

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