why am i still here?

[thedevilwithin]

this feeling never fucking goes away. i'm so unbelievably tired. why did i do this to myself.. why couldn't i just be normal? the only real emotion i feel is this deep deep cold hatred i have for myself. i really fucking hate everything about myself. everyday is the same. i dont know what the near future holds but i am terrified. the thoughts give me migraines and it feels like my head is going to explode. i dont know what to do anymore. fuck it i guess.

 

[Feldsparc]

I did it yo myself too. I fucked up my life completely and everyone in ny family says that too. That my life is ruined