KHU
StarvingArtist
- Mar 19, 2023
- 8
I lie and manipulate subconsciously and I love them but how do I stop..Does someone like me deserve a peaceful life? I feel so empty I hate it, I do want to make her happy though.
Memoka
The Galaxy Mage
- Mar 21, 2023
- 71
Everyone deserves a peaceful life.
I can't understand the unconscious lies and manipulations. Nothing can be done about this?
I can't understand the unconscious lies and manipulations. Nothing can be done about this?
KHU
StarvingArtist
- Mar 19, 2023
- 8
I try to be genuine, but its when it comes to my emotions it just starts to shift..I don't know how to explain it well, im sorry.
Memoka
The Galaxy Mage
- Mar 21, 2023
- 71
KHU
StarvingArtist
- Mar 19, 2023
- 8
I'm not sure..No? I think she knows I lie about stuff though and I try not to manipulate her and I am most genuine around her if anything but even with people I consider friends.. Its worse
Viranamari
A Future Corpse
- Feb 22, 2023
- 294
Do you know why you subconsciously lie or manipulate her when it comes to your feelings? Also, do you do it any other time than when it comes to your feelings? Do you know why you can't be genuine with her about your feelings? Since I don't know much about the situation, I can't help you much. But anyways, I hope things get better for you.
KHU
StarvingArtist
- Mar 19, 2023
- 8
Maybe so she could still love me despite all she says, I get scared by the thought of her leaving me so I guess thats when it happens and I lie about things and how I feel so she can't worry about it much, I just want her to be happy with me but I suck at being a partner and despite that she still stays, I don't know how to stop or improve
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