WHO HAS DECIDED?

[pauli36]

Leaving

 

[Bad Ending]

I'm hopefully Leaving in a few years if I don't recover my health

 

[Kbeau]

Leaving in 11 days. I've been helping people on this forum with their research and calculations. I want my last days to be helping others. That said, if anyone needs information regarding OD's or inert gasses or even drowning, HMU. The one thing I have no clue about at all is hanging.

What's your method if you don't mind sharing?

 

[Freefrompain]

I sometimes wish I had someone to leave with me…………

 

[Xiaojiu]

Leaving just waiting for the right time

 

[tpboy]

You're welcome. You can try it now I just turned it on.

dm me. cant reach you.

 

[areyousafe??]

I was planning on leaving end of March, but I agreed to stay 4 more weeks. I'm currently looking after a cat but she is up for adoption after she is desexed on 7th May. I'm planning on spending time with family over Easter break. I'll be gone by the end of this year.

 

[Stan Swiftie]

I own my 3-bedroom house & my vehicle
I have a FT job I actually like, that doesn't pay a lot, but I'm able to save some money every month
I still have both parents, who are the only ones in the world who love me
I have 2 cats, who I love, and are the closest things I'll ever have to children
My life really isn't that bad
But it's lonely
And it's empty
It has been for over 22 1/2 years, since my ex-wife divorced me after a brief marriage
The truth is... All I ever wanted in life was true love
God gave me 1 chance... And I failed miserably
I was a horrible husband
I've been forever alone & miserable in my pointless pathetic existence since
And I deserve it
Not only do I not deserve love
My standards are so insane, the woman I want does not & will never exist... God never created her
And if she did... She'd deserve much better than the cancer that I am
Do I end my existence because I'm lonely & empty?
Or do I end it because I'm a worthless piece of shit?
Or... Do I drag my pathetic ass through my pointless pathetic existence, and continue praying to an unloving, uncaring, unmerciful God for death?
I don't know

 

[HarryCobean]

If OFCOM bans this site in the UK, that's my cue.

 

[timechained]

Are you staying or leaving?

I feel like I'm trapped.

I WANT to leave but I CAN'T seem to end my life so I end up STAYING in a very depressed state.

I am leaving.

 

[polarcrow_]

hopefully leaving by the end of the year. My SN is on the way so as long as that clears customs I'll be good. I wish I could have CTB before my birthday but unfortunately my SN definitely won't be here by the 19th which is upsetting.

 

[timechained]

Leaving in 11 days. I've been helping people on this forum with their research and calculations. I want my last days to be helping others. That said, if anyone needs information regarding OD's or inert gasses or even drowning, HMU. The one thing I have no clue about at all is hanging.

How do I contact you there's no PM link?
Would 30 iron and 20 paracetamol tablets be a good calculation? O.D. is my back up plan.

 

[moonflow3r]

Leaving before my bday I can't stand it

 

[the_etherealmuse]

Are you staying or leaving?

Leaving, but I'll have to wait a few years

 

[keylimechinchilla]

Are you staying or leaving?

I want to leave , but I need something first:( I hope it is soon that I find it tho.

 

[dimgobaith]

I was going to leave last week. Now I'm not sure when

 

[ToANewWorld]

Not yet. Before I decide I need to have my ctb method ready to go. It's weird but I want to have to have the power of staying or leaving in my hands.

Then I can rationaly decide what to do.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Leaving. Why would I want to stay another minute in this hell?

 

[jifscrater]

leaving tomorrow. my time has arrived, i will be singing with angles my tomorrow night hopefully. <3

 

[Bad Ending]

Leaving in 11 days. I've been helping people on this forum with their research and calculations. I want my last days to be helping others. That said, if anyone needs information regarding OD's or inert gasses or even drowning, HMU. The one thing I have no clue about at all is hanging.

Could you PM me about your KN protocol please? Please I am exhausted

 

[sadsoni]

Been leaving for years but failed several attempts. Now working on a peaceful method. So yeah.

 

[apict]

I own my 3-bedroom house & my vehicle
I have a FT job I actually like, that doesn't pay a lot, but I'm able to save some money every month
I still have both parents, who are the only ones in the world who love me
I have 2 cats, who I love, and are the closest things I'll ever have to children
My life really isn't that bad
But it's lonely
And it's empty
It has been for over 22 1/2 years, since my ex-wife divorced me after a brief marriage
The truth is... All I ever wanted in life was true love
God gave me 1 chance... And I failed miserably
I was a horrible husband
I've been forever alone & miserable in my pointless pathetic existence since
And I deserve it
Not only do I not deserve love
My standards are so insane, the woman I want does not & will never exist... God never created her
And if she did... She'd deserve much better than the cancer that I am
Do I end my existence because I'm lonely & empty?
Or do I end it because I'm a worthless piece of shit?
Or... Do I drag my pathetic ass through my pointless pathetic existence, and continue praying to an unloving, uncaring, unmerciful God for death?
I don't know

You may be a pathetic ass (I can relate). But you are NOT worthless and you DO deserve love. It's just that in our ignorant 3D reality we tend to forget/ignore/deny our connection to love.

 

[Griever]

Leaving, but I can't say exactly when yet

 

[CanIStopTryingNow]

Staying, for now. To be reevaluated frequently.

 

[maneose]

staying, don't have the effort to ensure my family has an easier way of dealing with the loss. too lazy to try to get SN or a gun. and feel bad for randomly disappearing on my online friends if i ever did it.
will probably continue to harm my body to handle the pain, but it's better than getting on the bus.