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squillykilly

squillykilly

Stupid Chud
Dec 15, 2025
66
Even though I burnt my suicide letters a long time ago, I've been wanting to rewrite them.... However I don't know how many I should write. i always feel guilty for not including certain people, like friends of friends... Like if I write a note for person A, person B might feel upset, like I didn't care for them.
This is the same thing that I'm struggling with but with inviting people to my next birthday... Gosh I feel guilty for just existing...
 
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stardusted

stardusted

Member
Dec 28, 2025
17
thats interesting, i feel kind of the converse... theres so many people i want to write to, but i dont want to make them feel sad or guilty or anything for being mentioned in a note. i understand what you mean
 
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Bungee_gum

Bungee_gum

"It's all a travesty, if you ask me"
Jan 8, 2026
28
interesting question, for me i'm thinking of writing one for direct family, and another one for my close irl friend. to me these are the people i would care for to know details about my suicide, anyone else i know will just be informed of my suicide, whether through family or that friend or otherwise
 
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xXSufferingXx

Warlock
Feb 21, 2025
798
i would never write a letter out of fear that something in it would get totally misunderstood by accident.
like, they would think i was making a point i never meant to make.
shit like that
 
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squillykilly

squillykilly

Stupid Chud
Dec 15, 2025
66
thats interesting, i feel kind of the converse... theres so many people i want to write to, but i dont want to make them feel sad or guilty or anything for being mentioned in a note. i understand what you mean
This too, I understand this fully
 

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