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blueberry_

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Nov 22, 2025
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Hi guys,
I live in france and i wanted to buy sodium nitrate. I tries ordering 100 grams from Hungary but my order was cancelled. Any tips?
 
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ponderingkoala

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Oct 27, 2025
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Look man before i answer this question I'd be upfront and tell you this, before i got hope, i was also down this deep rabbit hole. I'd like to ask if you've seeked help first and foremost, if you haven't you can start a thread asking for opinions of others on whatever matter it is that plagues you. But if your mind is made up yes there are ways to get it but you have to be careful because for one it's hard to get for a reason and secondly it's a whole process. There's a private dark web page dedicated for things like this. but seek help first and if that fails, you'll be pointed in the right direction as to the question you are asking but please seek help FIRST
 
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blueberry_

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Nov 22, 2025
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I ce been in therapy for 3 years now. Recently i started to have mixed feelings towards my therapist as for example i told her i want to commit suicide, our session ended and 3 minutes after she send me my bills… ngl lie that hurt so i plan to stop therapy cause im feeling pathetic .
And yes my mind is made up
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Assuming you made a typo, but make sure you're not looking for sodium
nitrate with an "a". Make sure you're looking for sodium nitrite with an "i". NaNO2 is the chemical name.
 
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