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Bert2233

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Feb 7, 2025
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I received my SN from DMC. 18 days for delivery from Ukraine to usa, midwest.

I have 3 rare diseases, 2 of them neurological that I've been fighting like hell for 3 years. The muscle wasting and neuropathic hell has become too much and I know that this is a battle I can't win. I deserve to show mercy to myself and ctb before I go paralyzed.

I lost my career and house when I got sick and live with my 74 year old dad. I don't want him to find me but we have discussed my exit many times so he does know my day is close. He has been my hero and dipped into his retirement to take me all over the country for different treatments. He has watched me decline and is now at the point where he would rather me be in peace than suffer but he has also asked that he not find me.

I guess my question is, if I did it at a local hotel, do they usually put that on the news?
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
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I'm also going to be doing it in a hotel room. At least in the UK I highly doubt it would be put in the news unless it was a particularly 'interesting' story ('interesting' is the only word I can think of). Like, an especially young person, or a couple, something like that. In my case, I can't see local journalists being interested in the death of some random 30 year old
 
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i_hate_mirrors

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Mar 19, 2025
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I'm also going to be doing it in a hotel room. At least in the UK I highly doubt it would be put in the news unless it was a particularly 'interesting' story ('interesting' is the only word I can think of). Like, an especially young person, or a couple, something like that. In my case, I can't see local journalists being interested in the death of some random 30 year old
wait, so people would care about a random 20 year old?
I don't want any attention. Is this something that happens often?
Suicides being reported by the news
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
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Sometimes when a body is found, it will show up on the news, but the name of the deceased will not be released. They will not give any info on the type of death they think took place. I think they will only release the name if the next of kin approves.
 
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Bert2233

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Sometimes when a body is found, it will show up on the news, but the name of the deceased will not be released. They will not give any info on the type of death they think took place. I think they will only release the name if the next of kin approves.
Thank you
 
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IDontKnowEverything

IDontKnowEverything

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Mar 2, 2025
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Maybe not on the news but if you are correctly identified, then yes, your dad will be informed and in charge of everything that comes after.
How to dissappear completely, although the song is a good one, it's effect does not range to the physical world sadly lol.
Sorry.
But yeah, maybe book a plane ticket if you are mobile enough for that?
It can be in a forest, in a desert, or as said, in a hotel room.
Just maybe see if you can make it so that the government over there does not have enough means to identify you probs, or basically whatever it takes just so you aren't sent back?
 

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