where do i even go?

[jamesies]

i dont want to be incarcerated i dont want to be sedated i cant talk about my thoughts earnestly or its selfish of me and its too much i cant do shit without it beung selfish everything I do is morally corrupt in some manner. i will never be clean enough. i know some things are meant to just be kept inaide and i know i cant talk to my friends about the awful shit i just cant.

 

[Feldsparc]

I'll never be clean too. With all the shit I've done in ny life. I have to live with it all