Discussion When you CTB will you leave a note?

[myaccount1104]

do you plan to leave a note when you ctb? i think i will but im not sure, im just curious about everyone elses reasons for writing or not writing one.

 

[user56765567]

I don't plan on leaving one myself because I know it would be misunderstood and cause more strife and toxic arguments within my family.

 

[Trakehner]

I plan on writing some sort of note mainly to request that I be cremated since I don't like the idea of rotting in the ground after I die.

 

[zeek]

hell nawl
probably gonna blow up a building alongside myself if thats a note

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Yeah, just a basic note.
I don't intend leaving them a novel of my life's struggles.
I've already written it for when the time comes.

 

[GhostShell]

I have recorded videos for every person that meant something to me during my life. My wife will distribute these after my death. I also have a list of wishes, for my funeral and just things in general I would like to see happen that I didn't have the chance to fulfill myself. I may always die of natural causes first due to my illness, which may have influenced the way I'm doing this.

And even though I hate living, I'm always reminded of the quote by Terry Pratchett: "A man is not dead while his name is still spoken." And it feels comforting to still exist, as a memory for other people. Without the pain. Shame I was born too early for San Junipero to be real... I wouldn't mind being just a consciousness in a machine. The suffering is the only thing I mind about existence really.

 

[Anon7b8]

No i don't think i will. At this point I'm just waiting for some courage or impulsiveness to do it.

 

[YouAndMe]

I want to.. but I can't find the right words to say. I wish there was an easy way to express myself without being misunderstood or taken too much to heart.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd write one to explain how I hated existing and how now I'm at peace, as I no longer have the ability to exist.

 

[loopdaloop]

I think I have to, to make it clear to them that I'm dead and not "missing"

 

[ripberman]

Absolutely, I will. There are people in my life who will blame themselves, and I want them to know that I forgive them for their mistakes.

 

[certified_idiot]

I think I will, because if I don't my mom will probably blame something else and try to have it banned or something. No, mother, Heathers: The Musical is not the reason I decided to die, I have like 7 different mental/physical illnesses that make life shit for me. I wish I was joking.

 

[UnwillingSavior]

Yea, to those who were closest to me. Id mainly emphasize that I'm just exercising my bodily autonomy, and try to strike through that I'm personally jusy a self-destructive person and even with all the help I could get, I'd find a way to mess it up, intentionally or not. Its just how I work, my circuitry doesn't allow me to truly improve. Therefore, I'd rather just forfeit my life to the universe and give up on my own terms.

 

[BLEH:3]

of course, it's like speaking your last words to your family on your death bead.

 

[undecided]

I'd write one to explain how I hated existing and how now I'm at peace, as I no longer have the ability to exist.

Well, you've certainly written plenty of that already!

 

[Kundalini Guy]

No

 

[fiasco]

maybe i will

 

[TheShadowQueen]

I've wrote a couple before but as of right now I wouldn't leave one

 

[GriffonGuard]

Yes. There are a few people who have done a lot for me, and I feel I would at least owe them a goodbye.

 

[notindanger]

I wouldnt know what to write, i guess. Im already planning to leave a big amount of money as an apology, so there is no point in me leaving a note.

 

[turnoverover]

no, i don't have anything to say... a suicide says enough

 

[Endisclose]

I think I will. I also think I should leave a video message. I have sometime to decide what goes in the note though.

 

[Boller Bryant]

No, they need and must to figure it by themselves. That's what they got after blaming my problems on either lack of faith, modern generations are shit or phone. I meant, they could've asked what are my problems, but then they probably will dismiss them and blame the scapegoats once again.

 

[IWishToDie]

do you plan to leave a note when you ctb? i think i will but im not sure, im just curious about everyone elses reasons for writing or not writing one.

I have thought about some basic things to write though I am becoming more tempted to leave nothing.

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

Personally I would never do that, id just kill myself.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Idk. most likely not except a short one bc I don't know what to say/write anyway.

 

[girl2910]

My best friend will get a note from me

 

[BlackMoon]

I wrote a note for my partner yesterday. I want to write also a note for the person I really love but it's complicated, I don't know if I should reveal my feelings for them or keep them with me in the tomb. I'm hesitant.

 

[Nofxfan]

I will leave a note telling them what to do with my stuff, I don't care what they do with my body as I'll be gone

 

[Aim]

I don't have that much contact with my fam. But I chose to send them an email explaining why and also alot about more practical stuff. I still feel like an ass for telling them, but I felt the need to get it out of the way and to explain. They are not normal people, so I don't think it bothered them to much to be hounest. Except maybe pulling the victim card. Which is bullshit in my opinion. Ps: I have been victim of childabuse my whole life. So it kinda pisses me off when parents that abuse pull the victim card if/when their child chooses to commit suicide.