when you CTB, what will you have with you?

[venusblue]

i'd like to keep my favorite stuffed animals near. i'd like to play my absolute favorite songs and wear my favorite clothes. i'll take propranolol before so i can enjoy my favorites more. what will you guys do when the time comes?

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

Me too, I'll wear some nice clothes but not formal ones, I'll drink a bottle of whatever alcohol I choose but not too much, just one last sip and a box of cigarettes since I might smoke one last time

 

[kunikuzushi]

I don't even have anything that brings me comfort so probably nothing. and if i played music then it would keep me alive because i wouldn't be able to stop listening.

 

[marcelinevampqueen]

my fav songs, my fav (most comfortable) clothes, weed and alcohol

 

[isthisthingon]

My gun.

 

[DoomedDarkCircles]

It probably will be in a motel, so I guess only my phone and earphones.
I would also like the comfort of my stuffed animals, but I have this feeling that I'd also like them to remain "pure", not involved with this brutal act of mine – only with the image of who I used to be or could be.

 

[lifeisadream]

Photos of my kitties & one of my favourite beach which is my "happy place".

 

[Lost Magic]

I'm gonna try and keep things around me as minimalist but be as comfortable as possible. I'll most likey be wearing my bose noise cancelling headphones on with something gentle going in the background too. Waves or something soft.

 

[deeprootdisease]

headphones is a must i need to listen to Killing Yourself Music when i do it

 

[littlebiird]

My Tito - a weighted tit bird plush (that also acts as a heating pad and smells like lavender), headphones/earbuds, weed. And a trash can because god do I hate vomit and if I'm going to vomit it's going in a bin if I'm conscious enough.
Still debating on where to do it.

 

[delinquentsandwich]

my dog squishmallow and my phone/ear buds

probably listen to some sort of emotional music going out