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Daryl72

Student
Mar 12, 2024
161
Be it mental or physical or both. I'm in that position and I'm suffering greatly from multiple mental illnesses including OCD, Major Depression and Severe Anxiety and some form of Agoraphobia. It has even affected me physically playing havoc with my ability to eat and causing great issues with my gut and bloating that is severe. Just curious as I'm.aurw there are others out there with a similar situation.
 
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chobonzi

chobonzi

heartbroken
Apr 13, 2024
43
Drugs. Self mutilation. Bad decisions. Sex. Staring at the ceiling while my heart beats through my chest and my mind wonders
Drugs. Self mutilation. Bad decisions. Sex. Staring at the ceiling while my heart beats through my chest and my mind wonders
 
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Daryl72

Student
Mar 12, 2024
161
I get you, anything to distract yourself and have a few moments of peace. I lys beyond hard when we suffer so much and many of us have toin silence.
 
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sickofthisht

Member
Jul 2, 2024
39
How come you don't have the means
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,802
Staring into the void. Junk food. Sleep . Doom scrolling. Buying shit off Amazon and Etsy
 
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Daryl72

Student
Mar 12, 2024
161
How come you don't have the means
No funds and basically without much of anything. Long story, but I've learned some ways that I could.trt would fail and or cause terrible pain and make me wish I never had. It's very sad, because I don't think things could get worse but certain failed attempts could indeed do just that. I
 
jbear824

jbear824

F*ck humanity. Let's end this.
Jul 4, 2023
407
Idk. I'm trying to figure that out. My brain just can't accept that I can't choose to leave. That I can't get what I need for a peaceful, quick exit. I can't accept that my only other option is decades more of suffering
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
Unfortunately, I don't have any way to cope as I have anhedonia and don't really enjoy anything to begin with
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,651
most people are free to CTB whenever they want.
yeah right
 
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dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
449
most people are free to CTB whenever they want.
yeah right

Well we generally only have shitty methods available instead of Nembutal etc. but there isn't much to prevent most of us from dying in some crappy uncomfortable painful undignified way.