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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
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nothinggoldcanstay

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Oct 13, 2023
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30-35…got away from my manipulative, emotionally abusive ex, moved up in my career, got my own place, finally paid off my student loan debt, started the healthiest relationship I'd ever been in and got married. Felt too good to be true, was actually excited for the future. Then got a severe chronic illness at 35 that absolutely destroyed my life practically overnight and has left me bedridden, suffering 24/7. Life is a fucking joke.
 
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let.me.let.go87

let.me.let.go87

Meh
Jul 12, 2024
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Up until about first grade
 
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CacklingZombie

Member
Jun 17, 2023
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0-3 then life started getting difficult
I was thinking about solo backpacking trips, concerts, of course chasing girls, and living free. But fair. It probably actually is all downhill from shamelessly pooping yourself, and then taking a nap because it's someone else's problem. ;-)
 
foreverlanguish

foreverlanguish

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ sleepy in a heaven's sprawl
Dec 7, 2024
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Early 2010s and 2019. Excluding the bad shit I've done in 2019, that was probably imo one of many best years in my life. I made music, got into Terraria, found music I liked, and met a guy I fell for. Ever since I broke his heart, things have only gotten worse for me. I like to think of it as bad karma in a way...
 
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Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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0 - 7 - no school or school wasn't as bad yet.
16 - escaped school and got to transition.
18 - was able to be happy in my second relationship before the pressure of my fear of abandon intensified and problems with the relationship grew larger.
 

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