Discussion what’s your relationship with sh?

[loslassen]

Since I relapsed today and am back to cutting (yeah I know, the boring self harm. It sucked too because I don't have any good blades around) I think I like it because it is relieving the stress from having so many emotions (which are all dogshit and I wish I could stop feeling them).
So it's pretty similar to smoking (without the cost) or wanking (without the ick). You could argue the scarring does make me ugly but then again, I don't care.

Yeahh, same here

 

[Honeyhato]

Did it a lot in the past, cutting burning and others. Not a serious attempt at killing myself but a complicated feeling of deserving suffering and possibly seeking some kind of sympathy. I do regret it now if only because now my arms are absolutely covered in scars, not just paper thin ones but, horribly raised ones from cuts that required stitches. The cuts are immediately obvious to anyone who looks, and so I avoid wearing short sleeves even in the summer. I live in a place where summers are extremely hot so honestly it's quite unbearable, and also for my job it sucks
I can't even explain why I did it. I stopped cutting and now self harm via eating and puking, which I do consider a kind of self harm considering blood often comes out

 

[rainatthebusstop]

I can't even explain why I did it. I stopped cutting and now self harm via eating and puking, which I do consider a kind of self harm considering blood often comes out

Sounds like you have internal bleeding. Maybe get that checked out. unless you don't wanna.

Also unrelated but I really like your profile pic

 

[suffering2026]

it feels like a release of stress to cut myself