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DeathSweetDeath

Mage
Nov 12, 2025
521
You didn't have to provide any information? Here in Canada they check that you're a registered company.
Ah, I have heard that. In the states, they just sell the stuff & don't really care.
 
Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
SN. Because its (1) the most peaceful and yet at the same time also (2) efficient method that's (3) available to me. I dont have access to a gun, car, etc. so a lot of methods are just non-starters for me. Im also a massive ball of nerves with profoundly severe survival instincts so stuff like jumping off a rooftop or in front of a train are non-starters too (I would know because my survival instincts are why I failed the latter).
 
1mm0lat3

1mm0lat3

Member
Nov 15, 2025
16
CO. Felt like going to an isolated campground/state park and enjoying nature before I decide to CTB. It also seems relatively peaceful, just have to endure some headaches and nausea. A lot of people seem to die accidentally too from it. Hanging was appealing to me at first since its guaranteed to be lethal if not saved and not as violent as a gun, but I guess there's no rush.
 
moldyara2002

moldyara2002

Member
Nov 8, 2025
24
Gun. Was easy to acquire since I didn't have an involuntary commitment. Quick and painless if you do it right. People act like it's super hard as a method and that you have to take a class to learn how to use the gun when a revolver is super simple and doesn't take a genius to know how to use. Handguns don't leave much of a mess so I'm not worried about it. The SI is a beast but I feel like I'm getting closer to overcoming it.
I bought a pistol. But silly me hasn't ever shot a gun before because I don't have the social means to go to a gun range. But I've watched plenty of videos and read plenty of information and forums teaching myself about guns, over the span of a year, before I even bought it. My main worry is I have weak ASF hands, but really by the time the gun recoils, I believe the bullet will have already shot through its trajectory as long as I've got it aimed point blank to my head.
 
Tarantula

Tarantula

I regret nothing.
Dec 5, 2025
33
I have easy access to guns and that's always been my dream method so I'll definitely be going with that. I just have to learn how to use them and make sure they're loaded before the day comes. I might purchase some SN aswell to ensure that my death is guaranteed, because I'll be cooked if I survive a bullet to the head, but combining SN with the gunshot wound will lower my chances of survival
 
hmnow

hmnow

Member has ceased to exist.
Jul 29, 2025
265
Still prefer hanging - partial if I can

Generally, the plan is to hyperventilate into a bag of airplane glue till I pass out with a rope around my neck

I know I can hyperventilate till I pass out, because I have done it lots of times to practise - the airplane glue is there for the certainty of passing out, I have done airplane glue so I know the feelings
 

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