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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
418
SN or hanging, I haven't decided yet because both are very easy to fail dues to the limitations of my life. As of right now, SN wins 7/10 votes lol.
God a shotgun to my mouth would have been so easy but guns are banned in this country lol.
 
darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,598
I prefer a headshot like Ronnie McNutt
because I want a safe method
and I want it to be over quickly
I have had to endure so much pain
I think I deserve to be pain-free
also I dont need to buy make-up
 
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BaronVon

Student
Feb 24, 2019
106
Going with drowning with a heavy dose of morphine and other narcotics beforehand, however bad anyone says drowning it at worst its a few minutes pain worst case scenario
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
418
Ideally, shotgun barrel in my mouth or hitman, both can't be purchased off the shelves of the nearest supermarket so I guess SN it is then.
I wonder if I can do SN and hanging at the same time because SN has pretty high chance to fail in my pov.
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

Elementalist
May 28, 2024
830
My favorite has always been IV opioids, possibly mix with benzos for potency, possibly with MDMA for added pleasure. I have medical experience so I have a higher likelihood of success than most. I know how to get these if I reaaaally want them. And I just have always fancied myself a raver, a chemist, whatever. Drugs fascinate me. I want to feel ecstacy and then nod off.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

:3
Apr 10, 2025
1,948
I prefer a headshot like Ronnie McNutt
because I want a safe method
and I want it to be over quickly
I have had to endure so much pain
I think I deserve to be pain-free
also I dont need to buy make-up
Oh yes, I watched it and at one point, wished it was me. For now, modified tourniquet / sock based NN might be the way to go (tho idk if I'll do it)
 
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GuppyBoyo

GuppyBoyo

Member
Mar 6, 2025
79
gun when i get drafted hopefully
 
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failedmind

failedmind

lonely
Oct 31, 2024
185
My is kinda advanced because I'm trying to learn how to stop my breath through meditation techniques, I really hope I succeed in learning this.
I would love to hear more about this if you want to share.
 
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knickknack81

Student
Apr 28, 2025
163
A gun would be ideal but I live in part of the US in which gun laws are extremely strict so it would take a lot of time and effort to get a hold on you. Jumping would be my second choice as that is easier to do where I live (a lot of tall buildings I could get access to). The only issue with that would be getting over the SI
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,120
How are you ensuring you hit carotid arteries
They are in your neck.
Put the rope around your neck and step off.
They are not hidden or protected?
In partial, the amount of pressure matters. With full, it is automatic.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
542
Sodium azide/SA.

I got my hands on some. Loaded it into multiple enteric pills. Just need to swallow them, wait a hour or so, and then drink a few grams of the powder.

No possible antidote. One way trip
One question, I'm confused and I'm also planning to take azide as a second option. Do you mean taking the capsules and then the drink? How many total grams are in each pill? I was thinking of a drink with 50g of azide, but that would make me more likely to vomit. The PPH recommends 2 or 3g, but from what I've heard, it's slower on the CTB. I'm not sure if I'm explaining myself correctly
 
failedmind

failedmind

lonely
Oct 31, 2024
185
bumping again, would like to hear more from others
 
hmnow

hmnow

Member has ceased to exist.
Jul 29, 2025
265
Hanging its fast and lethal!!
 
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InTheAbyss

Student
Jul 30, 2024
102
Most likely hanging as it was my first attempt. But I'm also considering sn as a backup plan. Maybe I'll switch them around when the time comes. I'm not sure.
 
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flimsythrowaway234

Member
Jun 5, 2025
27
Probably hanging. A relatively safe method that doesn't bother others or require much setup.

Opioid OD into respiratory depression would probably be ideal, but realistically I'd never have the guts or connections to actually buy heroin.
 
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