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zizzou

Forever young, I wanna be
Sep 25, 2025
154
Since we're here to die anyway, how would you ideally like to die? I was always moved by the self-sacrifice scenes in movies and books. Give me a bomb to fly out into the sea like what happened in batman 3 or with iron man in the avengers. At the very least give me a bus barelling down the freeway at a kid. I'd have zero hesitation, I'm sure.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,089
For me it's one as peaceful and painless as possible, all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, dreadful, deeply undesirable and torturous existence ever again, all I want is peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake and if it's up to me I'd choose to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all. For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable and all I want is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
972
Shot in the back of the head, without reason or warning, right NOW.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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In my sleep
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,151
Telling a younger oil driller/astronaut to take care of my daughter then staying behind to blow up the asteroid threatening all life on earth
 
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Michelstaedter

Specialist
Feb 25, 2025
324
go to sleep until I fall "asleep" forever...

It would give me time to reflect on the good times and to know that even though I'm leaving this world, it's not purely out of sadness and pain, but because I can't stand life and its burden, which generates more than just sadness and pain, but a vague feeling of anxiety, of malaise, of boredom...
 
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