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alien_antinatalist

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Nov 7, 2025
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I have my eye on a bridge thats 900 feet high seems like a pretty solid plan they average a few suicides every year never heard of anyone surviving so should be covered on that end. I know the hard part is overcoming SI because I definitely know that will come into play. I dont even care if I regret it as soon as I do it because as long as the deed gets done thats whats important. Any one else considering this method. I need to take action because things are only going to get worse from here the bordem and mundane repetitive existence is becoming torture just ready to return to non existence I cant do all society expects me to do I never signed up for this shit ready to be free from this fucked up materialistic world i would of never agreed to come to.
 
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Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
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The perfect method for those brave enough to pull it off. And yes, this world is shit.
 
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Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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Scary. What you would think is lethal doesn't seem as lethal when you contemplate jumping. Is it instant, or do you gurgle blood for a while before you die?
 
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Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
650
I have my eye on a bridge thats 900 feet high seems like a pretty solid plan they average a few suicides every year never heard of anyone surviving so should be covered on that end. I know the hard part is overcoming SI because I definitely know that will come into play. I dont even care if I regret it as soon as I do it because as long as the deed gets done thats whats important. Any one else considering this method. I need to take action because things are only going to get worse from here the bordem and mundane repetitive existence is becoming torture just ready to return to non existence I cant do all society expects me to do I never signed up for this shit ready to be free from this fucked up materialistic world i would of never agreed to come to.
Back in 2021 i had a horrible depressive episode and then I thought about it to jump from the 10th floor but i'm glad I didn't do it.
I don't want to make my suicide a public attraction.
 
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waqs

waqs

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Sep 9, 2025
53
i think it would be a good method if i didnt really care about the aftermath. i would be scared to traumatize passersby with my death if the building is in a more public area which are like... most really tall buildings.
 
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qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
160
i was informed by a friend about their friend who had jumped, and sometimes i think about the bravery, and wonder about what health issue pushed them to that point.

jumping is not for me bc i don't want my last moments to be full of sheer terror
 
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vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
591
I wish there were structures around me high enough, and even the structures that have a chance of killing me have anti-jumper barriers up. Plus, I doubt I could muster up the courage.
 
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alien_antinatalist

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Nov 7, 2025
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Scary. What you would think is lethal doesn't seem as lethal when you contemplate jumping. Is it instant, or do you gurgle blood for a while before you die?
I saw a video of some chick that was livestreaming she fell on accident the fall knocked her completely out maybe she just got lucky but I would assume at 900 feet the fall would be enough force instant death or close to it but maybe that's wishful thinking
I wish there were structures around me high enough, and even the structures that have a chance of killing me have anti-jumper barriers up. Plus, I doubt I could muster up the courage.
I just have to drive a while to get there but if im gonna go through with it mind as well make sure its high enough just to be on the safe side. The courage part is what im concerned about but at this point staying here and suffering seems riskier than all so hopefully I can muster up the guts to put a end to this nightmare.
i was informed by a friend about their friend who had jumped, and sometimes i think about the bravery, and wonder about what health issue pushed them to that point.

jumping is not for me bc i don't want my last moments to be full of sheer terror
Yeah that is a shitty way to spend your last moments no doubt but the way im looking at it whats a few seconds of fear to save myself from years and years of pain so thats where im at.
 
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gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
354
I met a girl in one of my psych stays that jumped from her 4th floor balcony. She survived. Wheelchair bound for 2 years before leaning to walk with severe limps, became completely incontinent needing adult diapers, brain dysfunction slowing her speech, let alone other mental illness the injuries created.
Put me off jumping for only a last resort. If done it has to be properly, high up as possible, hard ground below. And a lot of bravery.
 
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alien_antinatalist

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Nov 7, 2025
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I met a girl in one of my psych stays that jumped from her 4th floor balcony. She survived. Wheelchair bound for 2 years before leaning to walk with severe limps, became completely incontinent needing adult diapers, brain dysfunction slowing her speech, let alone other mental illness the injuries created.
Put me off jumping for only a last resort. If done it has to be properly, high up as possible, hard ground below. And a lot of bravery.
I can see how that would put you off but to be fair jumping off the 4th floor and jumping several hundred feet is the difference between shooting yourself in the head with a shotgun or shooting yourself in the foot with a 22.
 
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oneirataxia

Borderline schizo (sorta fine tits tho)
Apr 22, 2024
473
I'm pretty much convinced that you'd have to be a psychopath to actively choose and desire jumping as a method. This is coming from someone who has literally put a loaded gun in my mouth without flinching or feeling anxiety in any form, only living out of sheer instinct. The feeling that you're about to fall is HORRIFYING. Especially from a place high enough off to cause death.
 
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alien_antinatalist

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Nov 7, 2025
21
I'm pretty much convinced that you'd have to be a psychopath to actively choose and desire jumping as a method. This is coming from someone who has literally put a loaded gun in my mouth without flinching or feeling anxiety in any form, only living out of sheer instinct. The feeling that you're about to fall is HORRIFYING. Especially from a place high enough off to cause death.
I will take a few seconds of horrifying fear and dread over suffering is this shit world for years and years longer
 
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gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
354
I can see how that would put you off but to be fair jumping off the 4th floor and jumping several hundred feet is the difference between shooting yourself in the head with a shotgun or shooting yourself in the foot with a 22.
Oh completely. Which is why I would never do it, unless I planned to travel to a damn cliff or something. I would absolutely not take the risk to end up like that.
 
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alien_antinatalist

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Nov 7, 2025
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Oh completely. Which is why I would never do it, unless I planned to travel to a damn cliff or something. I would absolutely not take the risk to end up like that.
Yeah i would have to travel several hours to reach a destination where I would feel comfortable going through with this its fucked up we dont have access to euthanasia
 
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TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,267
I feel like it's my only option now. I can't go through trying SN again. I feel stupid trying to understand other methods. I'm probably looking at the same bridge you are. I've never heard anyone surviving a fall from it. I regret only that my family would not have the opportunity to see my body one last time.
 
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glowing.purple.aura

Member
Sep 15, 2025
69
I so badly wish I had another option but jumping is pretty much it for me it seems

The highest bridge near me is only ~200 feet over water...

I don't remember much from when I drove over it before during a crisis but I think there were some parts above land high enough to kill me
I so badly wish I had another option but jumping is pretty much it for me it seems

The highest bridge near me is only ~200 feet over water...

I don't remember much from when I drove over it before during a crisis but I think there were some parts above land high enough to kill me
I would know for certain by now but I unfortunately don't have my own car... which limits me to CTB on days where I'm both borrowing the car and in enough distress to subside the fear
 
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alien_antinatalist

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Nov 7, 2025
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I so badly wish I had another option but jumping is pretty much it for me it seems

The highest bridge near me is only ~200 feet over water...

I don't remember much from when I drove over it before during a crisis but I think there were some parts above land high enough to kill me

I would know for certain by now but I unfortunately don't have my own car... which limits me to CTB on days where I'm both borrowing the car and in enough distress to subside the fear
I would be careful with only 200 feet because thats lower than the golden gate and people have survived that. Im the same way firearm would be the best option but I lost my gun rights so the risk of getting caught with one keeps me from going that route
I feel like it's my only option now. I can't go through trying SN again. I feel stupid trying to understand other methods. I'm probably looking at the same bridge you are. I've never heard anyone surviving a fall from it. I regret only that my family would not have the opportunity to see my body one last time.
Im the same way hanging kind of creeps me out that there could be a chance someone rescues you then you end up even worse off and unable to ctb. Firearms would be my preferred method but thats off the table for me so this is where im at.
 
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ZornTheDreaded

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Oct 29, 2025
54
Can't do it, phobia of heights
 
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Malfunction

Student
Jul 27, 2024
175
Not a fan of heights, so that's a big no for me.
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
418
The height that would hypothetically kill you on impact isn't accessible for most people.

Even if it does, there's a high chance you would hit a pedestrian or tree or whatever.

And lastly, people survived falling off airplane, most normal buildings are way too low in comparison.

Yeah I ain't risking that shit.
 
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alien_antinatalist

Member
Nov 7, 2025
21
The height that would hypothetically kill you on impact isn't accessible for most people.

Even if it does, there's a high chance you would hit a pedestrian or tree or whatever.

And lastly, people survived falling off airplane, most normal buildings are way too low in comparison.

Yeah I ain't risking that shit.
Fair enough. I wouldn't go with a building. Im looking at bridges. Obviously gotta do a little homework as to the drop point. The only people surviving out of airplanes had something to break their fall if you do it correctly its 100% lethal there many bridge that have a 100 percent success rate.
 
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ZornTheDreaded

Member
Oct 29, 2025
54
Rather a car drive off a bridge and land on top of me
 
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dragon.//

Member
Nov 5, 2025
67
i truly wish i had high rise buildings in my country because i wouldve done it so long ago, If i was you i would drink alot of alcohol before and then jump.
 
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alien_antinatalist

Member
Nov 7, 2025
21
i truly wish i had high rise buildings in my country because i wouldve done it so long ago, If i was you i would drink alot of alcohol before and then jump.
Its hard to get access to high rise here buildings but theres bridges many people have never survived so im fortunate on that end. Getting wasted would definitely help with the SI.
 
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dragon.//

Member
Nov 5, 2025
67
Its hard to get access to high rise here buildings but theres bridges many people have never survived so im fortunate on that end. Getting wasted would definitely help with the SI.
youre really lucky, and yeah drink to the point that you get extremely sedated and confused. Thats what i would do atleast
 
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alien_antinatalist

Member
Nov 7, 2025
21
youre really lucky, and yeah drink to the point that you get extremely sedated and confused. Thats what i would do atleast
Hopefully i will be able to bring myself to do it drinking or not. Fuck I want to be done with this shit I hate this looks based materialistic world
 

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