Venting What's the point?

[kunikuzushi]

What is the point of staying alive when you can experience such intense pain and suffering? It's such a gamble, and I don't understand why people are willing to take part in it. There's nothing that I could experience or have that's worth this pain. And I've had extremely euphoric moments where I feel an unexplainable happiness. It is not worth it at all. It's not worth suffering every day. Loneliness, pain, constant agony, mental torture. I wish for comfort.

 

[slitwristsbleedcold]

there is no point in anything, and in my opinion, that's why life sucks, we have no objective or goals, at the end of the day, it's all about who made the most out of it, or survived, i see no point in living, just my body natural survival instincts forcing me to not suicide

but even then, they are not enough

I've set up an objective for myself, is to help my closest acquitances, and to grant them some joy, happiness, even if it's a small tiny amount, then, I'm offing myself, i want to help someone's life be better, I want to matter

 

[itsgone2]

It's a joke. I don't know that there is a point.

 

[AntsInARow]

I feel like normal people have a deeply skewed sense of priorities. I have no idea how they convince themselves living for living's sake is worthwhile, it seems delusional.

 

[kunikuzushi]

I feel like normal people have a deeply skewed sense of priorities. I have no idea how they convince themselves living for living's sake is worthwhile, it seems delusional.

It seems so delusional to me. Someone told me there's nothing wrong with being delusional in order to get through life. And in my head I was like yeah but why

 

[grungy自殺]

Simply put:


No point

 

[hell toupee]

there is no point in anything, and in my opinion, that's why life sucks, we have no objective or goals, at the end of the day, it's all about who made the most out of it, or survived, i see no point in living, just my body natural survival instincts forcing me to not suicide

but even then, they are not enough

I've set up an objective for myself, is to help my closest acquitances, and to grant them some joy, happiness, even if it's a small tiny amount, then, I'm offing myself, i want to help someone's life be better, I want to matter

Maybe that is exactly the point of your life - an instinctual urge to help other people. Life doesn't always have to be about service to self.

I feel the same in that regard. I always try to keep in mind that the smallest of good intentions can have a ripple effect on someone that goes beyond what seems like an insignificant moment. I now wish that when I was younger I would've went in to some kind of profession where I was able to help others.

That can be just a valid objective or goal as anything else. The problem is we live in a hyper capitalist society where earning money can get in the way - we often do what is practical rather than what we really want.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

There is no point

Life is meaningless suffering

Nothing matters

Nothing matters to me except me avoiding unbearable pain and then me avoiding any suffering, problems, or pain

Why do I have to continue to live even another minute? There is no reason

life is meaningless extreme torture

 

[3rdworldsadness]

Absoulately no point, just endless suffering.

 

[kunikuzushi]

There is no point

Life is meaningless suffering

Nothing matters

Nothing matters to me except avoiding unbearable pain and then avoiding any suffering, problems, or pain

I think the same. Every day all my time and energy is spent avoiding suffering, problems, pain. There's no point.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I could never see a point to any of this, all I want is to never suffer again with this futile, torturous existence all gone and forgotten, all that existence does is just cause suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it all just feels like a terrible mistake to me and I'd never wish for any of this.