What’s the final push that makes you realize it’s time to end it all?

[hybridtheory]

I have tried committing suicide for awhile now and i'm so tired of trying to get through each day. I'm ready to try it again hopefully it works this time, but I just need that final push to get me to do it.

 

[Person]

I am ready. I have all my equipment in place, but I have some matters to deal with first. I've accepted the end of my life. Hopefully once all the matters are dealt with, I'll be at peace enough to take the final step. I hope you find the peace you are seeking, whatever happens.

 

[puppy9]

I just need to write a will for my property and buy the ingredients, and end it when all the calculation is correct. May we ctb in peace.

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

Well it's not going to be me preparing everything and then being ready.

I have a suspicion what it will be, but I don't know yet for sure.

 

[hybridtheory]

I am ready. I have all my equipment in place, but I have some matters to deal with first. I've accepted the end of my life. Hopefully once all the matters are dealt with, I'll be at peace enough to take the final step. I hope you find the peace you are seeking, whatever happens.

I think being at peace with my decision is what I'm missing. That's probably why my last attempts never fully worked. Hopefully once I finally make my peace with wanting to end my life then my attempt will work this time. Best wishes to you.. sorry that life sucks for you. I understand your pain.