I've been stock piling bottles of it . (so far 21). I'm continuing to do more research because I HAVE TO get it right THIS TIME. This year I also updated my advanced directives. 3 years ago, following one of my attempts, I was taken into surgery and I learned the following day that they gave me a blood transfusion (4 units). So now, not only do my advanced directives state that I'm DNR (Do Not Resuscitate) I had to add that I also REFUSE any blood products.