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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
isnt what i want.

the kind of lifestyle that is "right" for me, isnt the one i want, but i dont feel i have much of a choice. the lifestyle thats "right" for me, makes me hate myself and wonder why i havent stopped breathing yet.
 
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overcomingfear

Experienced
Sep 1, 2020
206
be yourself and choose the life you want. don't listen to parents or whoever says it to you because you'll never be fullfilled
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
be yourself and choose the life you want. don't listen to parents or whoever says it to you because you'll never be fullfilled
its no one that says it. its complicated. i dont want to go into it
 
logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
705
Very few people can live freely and self-determined.

Many put themselves into dependencies through consumption or loans - many have a job or a partner they hate.
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
Very few people can live freely and self-determined.

Many put themselves into dependencies through consumption or loans - many have a job or a partner they hate.
i wish that was one of my problems
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
isnt what i want.

the kind of lifestyle that is "right" for me, isnt the one i want, but i dont feel i have much of a choice. the lifestyle thats "right" for me, makes me hate myself and wonder why i havent stopped breathing yet.
Stop helping! How many times do i have to tell you im not worth it? I want to yell and scream at you.....but i couldnt ever do that to you.
 

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