Discussion What's keeping you guys alive?

[All_is_in_vanity]

My mother, fear, and natural cling to life

 

[bob564243]

My parents, no convenient way to do it, and video games. As pathetic as it may be I always feel most happy/content with my life when playing video games, I have loved them since I was a little kid. Unfortunately once I turn them off I get reminded how shitty my life situation is

 

[bigbang33]

My dogs. And the hope that my husband will love me again.

 

[untothedepths]

Being a pussy and being scared I'll be found before I can CTB. I was trying earlier and couldn't get it right. I think I'll try some sleeping pills, alcohol, and time in the bathroom.

 

[astrichaoz]

Lack of accessibility at the moment. I have a plan outlined, but I can't get started on it till I move out this August.

 

[tsumihoroboshi]

Shitty cope and tiny shred of hope that "maybe it'll get better". It's been 31 years. Just CTB already. There is no hope. It's just distractions from the inevitable. When I find the "permanent solution" I'm so out of this disgustingly cruel world and my self.