Discussion What’s a hard truth for you that you had to swallow?

[Sargeant12344]

That people truly aren't what they seem. And even the ones you thought would never hurt you, do. Without a second thought. But through that you also learn that the only person who can make it right again is yourself. You really are all you have.

That's pretty incisive. I can't help but feel simultaneously encouraged and depressed by the thought of there only being me to help me.

 

[whoknows]

that it's not gonna get better. people are just saying that it will to stop me from ctb. it's been years and it's not gotten better, time doesn't heal. even if it does in 10 years time, i don't wanna go through 10 years more of suffering. doctors ask me how they can help my mental health - i genuinely have no clue, and they obviously don't know either as they keep asking me

 

[Eleanor]

- That the people who I loved the most don't care about me/leave me.
- That unconditional love doesn't exist.
- That I am all alone.
- That I hurt so much and can't see a way out of this.

 

[Jen0804]

that I'm not loved and that people are going to miss me when it's too late

 

[Inferdan]

Had to swallow the pill of reality and have my eyes opened to it all when I was young. Don't know how it didn't break me before Guess it took a lot more to bring me to where I am now.

 

[Pan]

My partner and I will opt for a decadent end; namely partying at a first class hotel, Lob͏s͏t͏er entrees, plenty of booze, weed and benzos, then ctb-ng on the charcoal method.
Here's to decadence!

 

[The Dark Chaos]

Well the hardest truth, I guess we all have to swallow, is that our body continues to fight even when our mind wishes to die.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

It's over.

 

[Apathy79]

That I'm entirely responsible for everything in my life. That blaming others was and is a delusion, and a poisonous one at that. And that death won't be an escape.