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Rogue_Gendarme

Rogue_Gendarme

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Apr 22, 2024
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Study history and humanities, write more, pick up an instrument. Stop mulling over art and games. Choose happiness. Work out someday. Sing more. Ask to be moved to a private school. Love yourself. Eat healthier. Don't make the same mistakes I did. Choose happiness.
 
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IsolatedChaos

IsolatedChaos

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Dec 25, 2024
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I'd tell myself to kill myself about 4 years later. Past 6 years have genuinely been nothing but suffering. We peaked 4 years from now, end it there.
 
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ElTopo

ElTopo

Don't listen to me, I am drunk
Mar 30, 2025
255
Spend all your paycheck on Nvidia stocks, btc and gold
 
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ghosted1

ghosted1

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Jan 14, 2026
23
Don't go back on antidepressants, I know you're leaving the system BUT DON'T ASK THEM TO GIVE YOU RISPERIDONE.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I would've told myself 10 years ago: " Make these your top goals by far. 1. do everything to get Nembutal at at lest 4 bottles. Nembutal was available for purchase online at least since 2012 to may 2022 from email contacts in the pph the golden age. 2. once you get it in hand store it correctly and do everything to be able to drink it and suicide asap . nothing else matters everything else is meaningless. and the other garbage i have to do like , working a job, daily chores, to do lists , groceries , washing clothes ,eating , trying to sleep, cleaning, trying to fix problems etc i do only to avoid even worse suffering and pain i don't want to do these and the only reasons i'm doing them is because i haven't killed myself . if i do 1 and 2 then i won't have to do anything ever again and also i'm out of the threat of extreme torture forever ( i win). and also i will never suffer unbearable pain nor any suffering , no problems , no chores , no bad memories no pain ever for all time.
 
impossible_victory

impossible_victory

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Dec 26, 2025
23
I would tell myself to stop trying, nothing will work out
 
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assassinlord82

assassinlord82

Member
Nov 12, 2024
27
i cant think of anything besides saying "be strong", always feel like id turn out this way either way
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,213
I woukd tell myself- girl trust me mom doesnt care of you are a honor student
No it wasnt your fault. Mom wont change no matter how hard you try.

Please dont stress out about school wont matter either way.
Stop playing with fire jesus...

Dont pretend to be someone else

Guess thats it
 
nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
191
"It's not worth it… once you graduate undergrad, everything will start falling apart, including your will and ability to live"
 
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terrifiedofhumans

terrifiedofhumans

I wanna sail away while listening to Enya.
Feb 19, 2026
8
"All your study, all your work will lead to nothing because socializing just gets harder and harder, there will be a point where you just can't leave the house and the simple thought of having a synchronous conversation will make your heart pound. Just ctb now, you're right, there's nothing in the future for you."
 
black_iris

black_iris

hiraeth
Jan 30, 2026
42
i would just hug her

(and maybe tell her to have better posture)
 

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