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SillyGirl>_<

SillyGirl>_<

dedgrl
Feb 16, 2024
29
What will be your final song when you finally CTB?

My final song will be D>E>A>T>H>M>E>T>A>L by Panchiko. This song has been there for some of my happiest moments in recent time and I think it will be a fitting final song.
Panchiko DᐳEᐳAᐳTᐳHᐳMᐳEᐳTᐳAᐳL

Also one of my close friends CTB 3 weeks ago today and this was her final song I am not sure why she picked this song but it is a very peaceful song.
Alej - Just Give Me One More Day

<3
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
770
1 of the songs on this playlist🧸

 
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Katdogg

Katdogg

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Jan 31, 2024
69
I was expecting some crazy ass death metal song :) .

Thank you for sharing. I really liked it
 
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SillyGirl>_<

SillyGirl>_<

dedgrl
Feb 16, 2024
29
I was expecting some crazy ass death metal song :) .

Thank you for sharing. I really liked it
lol yea its a silly name. But ofc they have a lot of songs like that there really enjoyable. :)
 
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bed

bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
here's one. i don't think i have a specific final song.

 
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M1sT

M1sT

Life Is War & Wars Are Pointless!
Sep 30, 2023
46
I would love to listen to old jungle mixtapes 1 hour before I gulp down that SN drink!
But I want to appreciate the silence of the night before I'll do it!

Hope everyone have a good day!
 
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natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
188
Either Be Ok by Ingrid Michaelson or Up We Go by Lights. I find it hilarious to ironically leave an optimistic song playing as I die and as others find me dead.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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One more light - Chester Bennington
 
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Finalnight

Finalnight

Cbting 07/03/24, love you all.
Aug 16, 2023
214
Your memorial - Surrender
Whenever I listen to it I feel so depressed
 
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haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
257
Hardly ever smile (poison girl friend)
I just find this sound so peaceful
 
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BlessedBeTheFlame

All things are nothing to me
Feb 2, 2024
149
Long Season - Fishmans
 
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Joker2003

Joker2003

Member
Feb 15, 2024
49
If I decide to CTB then my final song will be "Autumn Leaves" by Ed Sheeran.

It is one of his lesser known songs, but I think it's beautiful. He is singing about a friend who recently passed away (most likely committed suicide).
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,084
Probably either Nutshell by Alice in Chains or New Dawn Fades by Joy Division.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift


Just close your eyes, the sun is going down
You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now
Come morning light, you and I'll be safe and sound
 
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achb

achb

I am Clive
Oct 23, 2023
133
I don't have a specific song in mind. But I have a playlist. It has songs I've listened to since middle school. It's a compilation of all the songs that I've listened to so many times I have them memorized word for word note for note. It'll put me in the perfect mindset like I'm floating over everything.
 
logi3535

logi3535

im a mess
Jan 8, 2024
131
cry or john wayne, both by cigarettes after sex, but theres also by my side by beachwood sparks, and happy haunting by rare monk

all of these songs have a special place in my heart since i've listened to them in the best times of my life, but also the worst
 
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Therealestbigcheese

New Member
Feb 23, 2024
3
The orb of dreamers by Daniel Pemberton, I feel like it would help me look back at old memories and just make me feel at peace.
 
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lifewasawillowtv

You’re losing me
Nov 12, 2023
216
Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift


Just close your eyes, the sun is going down
You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now
Come morning light, you and I'll be safe and sound

Such a good song, I used to listen to it to help me sleep because of my insomnia.
 
falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
528
prob hated by life itself mafumafu cover. it has been there with me since the pandemic.


or maybe something from femtanyl, thatd be cool
 
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anagram

anagram

Suicide: permanent solution to permanent problems
Feb 4, 2024
171
None lol songs inspire me to live so I can listen to them more and more. No songs for dying
If I did have a song though, it would be a schizo energetic crazy song to hype me up and give me energy to kms
 
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imnotsurewhy

Member
Feb 19, 2024
69
In a week-hozier
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,671
Whether I can hear it in the background as I go or just playing in my mind it will be ........
'Everybody Hurts' by R.E.M
 
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Major Tom

Major Tom

I found heaven in hell
Feb 24, 2024
65
If my mental state won't be changed through the psych ward, there wont be any song for me. Everything has lost emotional meaning. But songs about suicide and depression i had, but didn't realized until now.

MGMT - In the Afternoon (YouTube)
 
ilovecats

ilovecats

Empty Husk
Feb 1, 2023
128
Decalius - Excluded From Humanity

Such an underrated band
 
touhoufan

touhoufan

hello! feel free to pm
Feb 14, 2023
49
I love panchiko!! I looped his albums for like a month straight at some point hahaha. He makes such good music.

I think Id like to listen to Graduation or College Dropout, the albums, by Kanye West. Maybe as I drift into sleep or something. They mean alot to me despite his reputation.
 
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PixelPlant

PixelPlant

smile, you’ve lived :)
Aug 15, 2023
128
my outro song
 
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Macrista

Member
Nov 17, 2023
33


Praise Jah in the Moonlight
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

Arcanist
Jan 21, 2024
400
Where is my mind - Pixies
 
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