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uklad38

Student
Mar 27, 2026
113
Helium tank, tape, bag, tube, clamp to keep the tank on. Thought I planned it out ok enough for it to work but after a while of not working I stopped. Have now come to the realisation it probably wasnt pure helium but a mix
 
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cocobutter

Member
Apr 9, 2026
60
Helium tank, tape, bag, tube, clamp to keep the tank on. Thought I planned it out ok enough for it to work but after a while of not working I stopped. Have now come to the realisation it probably wasnt pure helium but a mix
Did it make you dizzy tho?
 
if_i_make_it

if_i_make_it

Member
Apr 30, 2026
75
bag around my head and thought i could just fall asleep and asphyxiate. it wasn't a very well thought out attempt and i couldn't go through w it.
 
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uklad38

Student
Mar 27, 2026
113
Did it make you dizzy tho?
I felt kind of in a daze, not sure if dizziness or si, it's hard to explain when I look back on it. I was so angry when I pulled the bag off that it hadn't worked
 
Bitterly_Nostalgic

Bitterly_Nostalgic

to me, my x-men
Apr 8, 2026
38
My method of choice for my first attempt was drinking antifreeze. Stupid, stupid, utterly stupid thing to try.

After consuming it, I was found a little over half a day later when I didn't reply to a text from a family member. It didn't take long for me to feel the effects of the ethylene glycol, and I had a flip phone way back then so I didn't have enough coordination to press all those buttons to write out a response. They got concerned and called me, and by then I was having respiratory issues that I couldn't hide or properly explain away over the phone. Not that I could've formed any coherent sentences anyway. They came right over after hearing all that, discovered me in my pathetic state and got me an ambulance.

I ended up staying in the hospital for several days getting treated for the poisoning and all its other effects. Being in the hospital itself wasn't too bad, and the staff were nice enough to me. Of course once I was cleared, I got sent to their psych ward. It was a horrible, terrible waste of time and I hated the psychiatrists there.

Zero out of ten, would not recommend antifreeze.
 
suimaxxer

suimaxxer

Member
Apr 17, 2026
13
i put a plastic bag over my head and was trying to suffocate. it was starting to hurt so i stopped, i didnt have an airtight seal anyway so even if i passed out i probably wouldn't have died
 

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