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fatpigiee

Member
Feb 14, 2026
19
for me it was 525mg Topiramate and Baclofen 50mg
i think both were supposed to be Lithal, but I somehow survived
 
muu

muu

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared
Jul 27, 2025
142
3500mg propranolol was miserable. hallucinations, vomiting, paralysis, seizures, delusions. it wasn't good! i was just really desperate.
 
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thelostautistic

Experienced
Jul 31, 2025
247
Mine was paracetamol. I don't want to disclose how much I took but it was rough. I spent 3 days in hospital but felt rotten for about 2 weeks. That whole ordeal really gave me the wake up call I needed. I've never overdosed since then.
 
a-lien

a-lien

waiting for the space shuttle
Feb 22, 2026
59
Mine was paracetamol. I don't want to disclose how much I took but it was rough. I spent 3 days in hospital but felt rotten for about 2 weeks. That whole ordeal really gave me the wake up call I needed. I've never overdosed since then.
may I ask you if you have problems to "hear" something ? I 've read about it. (and it was not a suicide, but overdose because of pain
 
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thelostautistic

Experienced
Jul 31, 2025
247
may I ask you if you have problems to "hear" something ? I 've read about it. (and it was not a suicide, but overdose because of pain
I'm sorry I'm not sure what you mean?
 
a-lien

a-lien

waiting for the space shuttle
Feb 22, 2026
59
I've read about people who overdose paracetamlol (because of pain) and couldn't hear anything for days
but there is a risk to get a tinnitus forever..
 

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