Discussion What time of day do you feel most suicidal?

[Zyntkalla]

Mine is more cause of epilepsy. I'm currently not on medication. Currently, fighting with myself to take it and not to take it. But I am coming around to just to take it. It's kind of come down to.I'll probably take it just so I can have a bit of control in my life. I can tell when the epilepsy it's the strongest is when I have anxiety and stress seems to be the main triggers and speed. That's when it feels like I just wanted to be over and done with it all. Still ask myself how I can manage another 3 to 12 years of all of this.

 

[ForsakenEcho]

Not every day is the same. Sometimes I wake up crying because of something, and on those days I tend to spend most of the morning thinking about what it would be like to not have to go through this anymore. On other days—which tend to be more common—it's at the end of the day, right before I go to sleep, when I stop to reflect on everything that happened, that I find myself with more suicidal thoughts.