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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
What do you consider worth doing before you die? It's hard to pursue anything when you have anhedonia and have the knowledge that every joy is fleeting.
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
I don't have a bucket list personally. I think it's rather pointless.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,232
I always thought bucket lists were for people who want to exist rather than those who want to ctb. I don't see as existence as desirable at all and that's why I wish to be permanently relieved from it.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
I always thought bucket lists were for people who want to exist rather than those who want to ctb. I don't see as existence as desirable at all and that's why I wish to be permanently relieved from it.
They can apply to anyone. My bucket list is empty. I don't even know what I want or why I keep going. What would you do if you suddenly came into a million dollars?
 
Quiet_Cricket

Quiet_Cricket

Member
Sep 18, 2023
37
I have a comic I wanted to make, and a game. That's about it really.
 
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Lookingtoflyfree

Lookingtoflyfree

Specialist
Jan 11, 2024
399
Travel to the UK. There's a few creative projects, but honestly if I had money I would just travel
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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Go traveling and explore the world
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,780
Nothing except what will get me closer to killing these monstrous cells they call a human body they imprisoned me in. and then doing it ....

I don't want anything in this evil world

I want freedom

To me ctb is the opportunity of my lifetime

 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
Nothing except what will get me closer to killing these monstrous cells they call a human body they imprisoned me in. and then doing it ....

I don't want anything in this evil world

I want freedom

To me ctb is the opportunity of my lifetime


Fuck that single cell. It's all its fault. Would you want to live if you could transcend your body and become an AI or something?
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Fuck that single cell. It's all its fault. Would you want to live if you could transcend your body and become an AI or something?
"Must get back...back to the past...Samurai Jack" lol and kill that cell (Aku).
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Do a bunch of drugs in some exotic country
 
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Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
423
I want to finish some art and films to watch before I perish. I have no more wishes.
 
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
423
I've never seen the word perish used outside of the bible. You make art?
I do make art like drawing or writing poems. Yes I use synonyms for dying like perish, biting the dust e.t.c those words are used not too often but I don't wanna be repetitive and use the same words all the time.
 
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