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determination

determination

* (It's as comfortable as it looks.)
Jul 23, 2025
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Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
893
Let's be honest, there's only one appropriate choice;

 
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Jona

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Jul 27, 2025
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I found a song on YouTube which is very beautiful "Puccini - Turandot: Nessun Dorma" I would like to listen to it

 
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Foxcompany2nd3rd

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Jul 24, 2025
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EDIT: Didnt realize I already posted once here oops, my memory is getting really bad.

This is just me, dont be offended, but I firmly believe that what we believe we will manifest into reality in the next life through the doors of death. Be it nothingness, Hell, Heaven, Nirvana, The halls of Valhalla, or reincarnation, etc. I will be manifesting the expriences of an infinite lives in an endless journey into the void and ultimately becoming God.

I see a lot of young people here, even children in my eyes as Im old as fuck. But it doesnt mean I cannot relate to you, as Ive been suicidal all my life, my journey of abuse started before I knew how to read and write. So know that even though Ive had the privilege of living a full life, I was once in your shoes and still am...

 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Student
Jul 9, 2025
136
I'm not sure I'll listen to music when I CTB but it could be one of my favourite : Procol Harum "A wither shade of pale". I'd like it to be played at my funeral
 
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orpheus_

orpheus_

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Apr 26, 2024
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Don't Fear the Reaper by Blue Oyster Cult. Quite ironic title but it's been one of my comfort songs for a long time
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
754
I don't know. There are a number of songs that I think I might like to listen to beforehand, but my concern with that is leaving something behind that would be associated with my death.
 
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jazzcat621

jazzcat621

My heart for the whole world
Jun 30, 2025
58
Vaporwave, probably this album here. When I get ketamine injections (for depression treatment) I always feel like im passing onto the afterlife, and im always listening to this album.
 
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