Discussion What makes u not think about suicide?

[chaoschuckler]

Animals and babies give me that instant dopamine. I can watch nature all day, especially when interacting with furry animals. I prefer cats, puppies, elephants, rabbits, orangutans, fish, chicks, birds, kangaroos, bears, goats, and rest in that order. I don't like reptiles; they look scary, and insects like mosquitoes and flies aren't my type either. I wish I could be a babysitter or a cat parent all day without doing anything else. What about you?

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

I don't. I'm just focused on understanding the "Masterkey Protocol", which suicide is merely a gateway.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, no matter what I'd just never wish for something as torturous and dreadful as existence, to me existence is the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution in this existence so torturous that never should had been imposed.

Non-existence is just all that's positive for me and I'm always thinking about ceasing to exist as all I want is peace I just want to never be tortured in this existence ever again, I just want this existence to be all erased, gone and forgotten with no more torture and no more suffering. It's just so horrible to me how the suffering of existing can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, to me existence is an abomination and I'll always and only hope for the peace of non-existence, there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second.

 

[liquid jen]

Animals and babies give me that instant dopamine.

Seeing babies just makes me so incredibly sad. I know it's just me being too much of a downer but genuinely it upsets me that they didn't choose this. They don't know how shit their life could possibly become. It all seems so cosmically unfair that a creature so innocent could morph into a monster and/or be molded by this rotten world.

I don't feel like a lot takes me away from my constant sadness. Music is my favorite thing ever so I'm inclined to say that, but...no. Sad music just tends to get me into an even deeper hole and happier music only lasts so long and often makes me feel jealous. Although, I started going to local shows recently and that's been a wonderful boost.

 

[FailedNav]

If I'm doing something that I need to concentrate on (doing a home repair that I haven't done before, playing Chess, etc). But its short lived.

 

[Forveleth]

I am a "project person" so if I am excited about a project I will keep myself alive to work on it.

 

[tonicer]

I love to watch animals of all sorts with the only exception being the blood sucking ones. Babies and kids in general make me wish i could be a father some day but with my weird face i doubt that will ever happen.

 

[Bishop]

Unfortunately nothing

 

[chaoschuckler]

Seeing babies just makes me so incredibly sad. I know it's just me being too much of a downer but genuinely it upsets me that they didn't choose this. They don't know how shit their life could possibly become. It all seems so cosmically unfair that a creature so innocent could morph into a monster and/or be molded by this rotten world.

I don't feel like a lot takes me away from my constant sadness. Music is my favorite thing ever so I'm inclined to say that, but...no. Sad music just tends to get me into an even deeper hole and happier music only lasts so long and often makes me feel jealous. Although, I started going to local shows recently and that's been a wonderful boost.

I get that, but not everyone dislikes their life. Most people don't. I also feel sad when I see babies with terrible parents. I can't even understand why they have kids when they can't help themselves.

I love to watch animals of all sorts with the only exception being the blood-sucking ones. Babies and kids in general make me wish I could be a father someday but with my weird face, I doubt that will ever happen.

You should give it a shot tho. Not everyone cares about appearance, and some people might even find your unique face cute (: