Discussion What is your toxic trait?

[Leonard_Bangley39]

for me, i guess my most toxic trait would be that deep down, i like to make people worry. I'll just turn off my phone and not respond to people's messages. disappear for a while. make people wonder where i went. i like thinking about them wondering where i am, what happened to me, etc. i feel bad because i know it's a bad thing, to want to hurt people like that by making them worry for me. it's a terrible thing but i just can't help wanting people to worry for me

 

[Mrs. T-800]

I don't show my true self, I guess? Or the depths of it? And that creates a bad cycle of poor self-image.
I don't outwardly say my whole true feelings, I just skirt around things or suppress any desire to change or address things that disagree with me, and I am pretty regressed due to childhood trauma, so I have trouble "womaning up" and acting my age sometimes. Sometimes that brings about selfishness too; I get stubborn and set in not bringing up what's bothering me, so then that makes some situation all about me because I won't speak up and I bring everything down.
I don't show my true self, I guess? Or the depths of it? And that creates a bad cycle of poor self-image.
I don't outwardly say my whole true feelings, I just skirt around things or suppress any desire to change or address things that disagree with me, and I am pretty regressed due to childhood trauma, so I have trouble "womaning up" and acting my age sometimes. Sometimes that brings about selfishness too; I get stubborn and set in not bringing up what's bothering me, so then that makes some situation all about me because I won't speak up and I bring everything down.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

The irrational level of jealousy I experience. If I like a guy I'll get jealous over him even having a normal conversation with another girl. I get jealous to a very unhealthy extent over the littlest most meaningless things, and it feels like it drives me to insanity.

 

[Wojaczek]

jealousy & bitterness

 

[dustoff]

Resentment

 

[SASU-KE]

I don't show my true self, I guess? Or the depths of it? And that creates a bad cycle of poor self-image.
I don't outwardly say my whole true feelings, I just skirt around things or suppress any desire to change or address things that disagree with me, and I am pretty regressed due to childhood trauma, so I have trouble "womaning up" and acting my age sometimes. Sometimes that brings about selfishness too; I get stubborn and set in not bringing up what's bothering me, so then that makes some situation all about me because I won't speak up and I bring everything down.
I don't show my true self, I guess? Or the depths of it? And that creates a bad cycle of poor self-image.
I don't outwardly say my whole true feelings, I just skirt around things or suppress any desire to change or address things that disagree with me, and I am pretty regressed due to childhood trauma, so I have trouble "womaning up" and acting my age sometimes. Sometimes that brings about selfishness too; I get stubborn and set in not bringing up what's bothering me, so then that makes some situation all about me because I won't speak up and I bring everything down.

And also you double posted ^^^^. That's another one.

 

[Mrs. T-800]

And also you double posted ^^^^. That's another one.

Oh, gosh, that's so embarrassing. Probably I meant to copy and paste something else. I'm glad you can laugh at this, everyone in need of an upper today, please look and point and laugh. I don't have the heart to fix it now LOL.

 

[Forveleth]

Probably a lack of compassion. I used to have so much love, empathy, and understanding for every single person. Then I got so little of it back from everyone in my life that I am all empty. I sound like a grumpy old curmudgeon now. I do not reply to a lot of posts because I know my answers would not be nice.