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Xeno12481632

Xeno12481632

Human garbage
Sep 8, 2025
8
Being useless and weak when your loved ones need you the most, and just do nothing when theyre suffering. A close second is losing someone (not limited to death) and only realising how much you value them afterwards.

If i gotta yap less, regret i guess.
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Looking for answers as I exit this life
Aug 27, 2025
158
I am currently riding out this feeling of hopelessness, loss, sorrow and abandonment. I suffer from major depressive disorder, PTSD and anxiety and all of them are raging now. The hardest part is knowing that things will never get better.
 
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sancta-simplicitas

sancta-simplicitas

Wizard
Dec 14, 2023
606
A sense of impending doom/death anxiety is the worst I can think of. Next to that would be grief.
 
MissAbyss

MissAbyss

"I gazed for too long.."
Jul 20, 2025
37
For me, the worst feeling is when you realize there's no limit to the amount of suffering you can experience in life. Physical, mental, and existential pain. More specifically, I'm referring to existential tribulation, which includes anguish, terror, and despair.
Absolutely this! 🙏 And the moment you realize how utterly meaningless your own existence is, you've reached point of no return.
 
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Elsie

Elsie

Member
Jun 4, 2025
41
Feeling lonely and invisible at times. Even though you don't like attention, you will still want to be seen. And then the shame, insecure of being judge. Then the future where you wonder if you can life peacefully, enough money, have home, etc. Then come situation of making relationship - friends/partner, you will feel tired, happy or betrayed at the end. Then also the world problem. War, global warming, crime... And then again life working where you have to work all life like doing the same thing. Then, the feeling of ur nothing without anything, being talentless, slow, etc... and... More... Want to die but a coward...
 
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