What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[Hulahula Sucks]

Disgust at myself. Then I feel sorry for myself, and then more disgust.

 

[Marc]

Is it heartbreak?

Ye it is. I wish i could get through to my loved ones how much i love them even though i haven't always said the perfect thing.

 

[throwaway777]

Are you in college or school? Or is it just everything going on at once?

i dont understand anything , my mind is a confusion of thoughts without form … and this feeling is overwhelmingly dreadful..

 

[IchIsGone]

Anxious, sadness and the feeling that I'm amounted to nothing.

 

[WaitingForTheBus]

Never give up hope. It is easy to say but It will put you further into the dark. Restless you need to find a quiet place and just relax listening to music and putting all your thoughts away just for 10 to 30 mins. It will really help.

I hereby dub you "The Therapist".

 

[Goldie]

I was going to reply to this thread but now I can see it is being run by a pro-lifer...

 

[Aity4883]

HATE

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Hatred.

 

[Throwaway563078]

Repulsion with hidden notes of sadness

 

[Cubashii]

Ye it is. I wish i could get through to my loved ones how much i love them even though i haven't always said the perfect thing.

Have you tried writing them letters? With a letter you can always rewrite it a few times before sending it.

 

[Cubashii]

i dont understand anything , my mind is a confusion of thoughts without form … and this feeling is overwhelmingly dreadful..

Try putting everything down on paper. Even if none of it makes sense. Then take another piece of paper and organize the thoughts you just wrote on the previous paper. If you do this over and over it will help you straighten out what's going on for you. At first it will also be overwhelming but a few tries at this will line everything out for you.

 

[Cubashii]

Anxious, sadness and the feeling that I'm amounted to nothing.

What is something you would love to do if you could do it? Such as college or a trade? Or hell a hobby! A hobby can become something well worth learning and doing.

 

[Cubashii]

I hereby dub you "The Therapist".

Anybody that needs clarity send them my way ;)

 

[Cubashii]

I was going to reply to this thread but now I can see it is being run by a pro-lifer...

Not necessarily Im actually wanting to cbt myself. Just like helping people when they want it.

 

[Cubashii]

HATE

Thats is a massive hate there! I would take that as you mean everything in general.

 

[Cubashii]

Hatred.

Is there a certain thing going on that makes you feel this?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Is there a certain thing going on that makes you feel this?

Yes but it´s too long to discuss here.

 

[Cubashii]

Repulsion with hidden notes of sadness

I feel you. Today is like that for me.

 

[Cubashii]

Yes but it´s too long to discuss here.

You can message me if you want to talk about it a little at a time.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

You can message me if you want to talk about it a little at a time.

Sorry it´s not that important to me but if you´re really curious you can PM me and I will always answer.

 

[Cubashii]

Will do!

 

[starcrossedfate]

Anhedonia.

 

[Putridsoul]

Today I literally felt empty. Those are the worst days.

 

[AndyCurious]

Being frustrated

 

[IchIsGone]

What is something you would love to do if you could do it? Such as college or a trade? Or hell a hobby! A hobby can become something well worth learning and doing.

I'd love to be an archaeologist and to be able to travel the world. I was a top student in college, now I'm working a dead end job. I'd love to learn musical instrument but have yet to buy it due to my financial problem. I might be homeless in a week or so. So hobby might be the last think I could be thinking of right now.

 

[Goldie]

Not necessarily Im actually wanting to cbt myself. Just like helping people when they want it.

Please stop wasting your time here, this isn't /r/suicidewatch...

 

[Cubashii]

Please stop wasting your time here, this isn't /r/suicidewatch...

If someone wants to ctb Im not gonna stop them. I think you are seeing what im saying all wrong. Im trying to make them feel better not take their choice away. If they asked me help with a method I would also help with that. Ask me first before assuming. I would like to know how to process what im feeling before I ctb also. Pro-lifer whatever you think I am I just another person with pain and suffering like the rest of us.

 

[Cubashii]

Anhedonia.

Not gonna lie had to google that word! Im so sorry you are going through that much pain.

 

[Tara2018]

Dissapointment, Melancholy, Longing,
and a bit of Happiness because I know I'm close to leave this world and I'm prepared to die.

 

[Voldmort]

it is always the emptiness