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omenalready

omenalready

hated for great qualities
Apr 22, 2026
18
Hi everyone, i'm new to this forum, although it's been already 4 years that i'm browsing into it, i'm finally daring to ask a question, so please be kind if this has already been discussed or if this is not the right place, or just unclear.

I have two Benzo from my psych ; Ativan and Xanax. I wonder what can i do with them in order to ctb.

I heard that one should't mix Xanax and alcool, or Ativan and coke, and i wonder how this works.

My question is, what can i add to ctb with a cocktail of benzo starting from those two that i have ?

I can't find N or SN in my country ( Belgium ) and it sound super vague to me / sketchy to even try to find some. I would like to use something i can find easily or that i can have from prescription ( my psych are quiet easy with prescription )
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,176
Hi and welcome. Sorry life brought you here. I hope you can recover and avoid this tragic decision.
Otherwise, medication OD is not recommended (too risky and not 100% reliable)
Take care and please read this thread. It will prevent you to end at the hospital...


Take care 🙏
 
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omenalready

omenalready

hated for great qualities
Apr 22, 2026
18
Thank you for your time, wishes and answer... so i guess there is no magic formula saying ; this much alcool + this much Ativan will do this ? it is very tiring... if anyone ever hear about something, let me know
thank you
 
omenalready

omenalready

hated for great qualities
Apr 22, 2026
18
Apparently the combination of Xanax and GHB is extremely dangerous, even potentially fatal. Both substances are central nervous system depressants, and combining them significantly increases the risks.

The mixture drastically slows the breathing rate, which can lead to respiratory arrest, coma, and death.

Has anyone any information on how this works and what are the chance to ctb without endless suffering ? i can easily find GHB at any clubs here in my country, it's as easy to buy as milk. And i already have xanax from my prescriptions.

Does anyone know whats up ?
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,779
Amitryptiline method. The benzos bopefully make it peaceful. You need proper anti-emetic
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
439
Apparently the combination of Xanax and GHB is extremely dangerous, even potentially fatal. Both substances are central nervous system depressants, and combining them significantly increases the risks.

The mixture drastically slows the breathing rate, which can lead to respiratory arrest, coma, and death.

Has anyone any information on how this works and what are the chance to ctb without endless suffering ? i can easily find GHB at any clubs here in my country, it's as easy to buy as milk. And i already have xanax from my prescriptions.

Does anyone know whats up ?
seems there was a thread but got deleted by request from that OP
 

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