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lxci

lxci

Life lover
Sep 9, 2024
34
For me there's a lot, but I think the one that took the words out of my mouth is this
 
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mythofsisyphus

Member
Jul 6, 2024
69
Breathe me - Sia.

A bit mainstream and overdone, but perfectly captures the feelings of loosing myself, of desperately just wanting to be seen, to be loved.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
3,080
Gareth Emery - You´ll be Okay

 
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null_blank

just passing through
Aug 14, 2024
118
Gareth Emery - You´ll be Okay


Amazing artist


Mine:



Lyrics:
Give me release
Let the waves of time and space surround me
Yeah
'Cause I need room to breathe
Let me float back to the place you found me
I'll be okay~
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
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Amazing artist


Mine:



Lyrics:
Give me release
Let the waves of time and space surround me
Yeah
'Cause I need room to breathe
Let me float back to the place you found me
I'll be okay~

Yeah I love his music he has made so many good ones.

Yours is also pretty chill with the beat, I love Trance or whatever sub genres there are

Another choice of mine for the thread would be

Linkin Park - Shadow of The Day

 
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mikarinnyan

mikarinnyan

New Member
Sep 13, 2024
4
shinatagari ft hatsune miku
 
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UnrulyNightmare

UnrulyNightmare

Wanderer
Jul 3, 2024
298
 
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lxci

lxci

Life lover
Sep 9, 2024
34

This one speaks on my lack of ability to form a meaningful connection with someone and constantly getting bored in relationships. While at the same time having meaningless sex to feel some sort of connection with someone and to get a certain ego boost because my self worth is dependent upon being desirable
 
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maidens

maidens

" more dead than alive, I endure it "
Aug 27, 2023
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
427
Suicidal throughts - Biggie small
 
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bgd2022

bgd2022

Member
Dec 12, 2022
16
Jack Kay's- the voice in my head

 
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fly

fly

lights out now
Feb 29, 2024
47
creep - radiohead

gives lots of memories back I had with honest and great people I have no contact anymore
 
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Mooncry

Mooncry

꥟♡⏾
Sep 11, 2024
259
Idk about y'all but I love me some Lø Spirit. Specifically Other Side, it just came out and I just… wow, it really blew me away how perfectly he put the feeling of utter defeat and hopelessness into words. He makes a lot of sad boi/depression music btw, some of y'all might really be interested if you want good vent music. 🤍



Omg I didn't realize someone also posted a Lø Spirit song already, hello kindred spirit!
 
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UniqueWorm

UniqueWorm

the horrors persist but so do i
Sep 9, 2024
37
Blood Eater by Mom
 
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AbusedInnocent

AbusedInnocent

Enemy brain ain't cooperating
Apr 5, 2024
255


Yes, this is what my signature is referencing, whole album is a masterpiece IMO.

Will probably just be listening to Fox Stevenson on the day I CTB.
 
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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Severe Medical Phobia « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
549


Casually stumbled upon this on Spotify recommended, without knowing the origin I thought lyrics resonated with me.
 
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StaticCryBabye

StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
205

Sub Urban - Cliché
 
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genoke

genoke

Member
Aug 13, 2024
77

Skip first 1 minute 20 seconds. He hung himself at 23 the night before his American tour was set to begin.
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
3,219
Growing Sideways- Noah Kahan

I Can't Carry This Anymore- Anson Seabra

if depression gets the best of me- Zevia

Paralyzed- NF

hurt- Nine Inch Nails

I'm Sorry- Joyner Lucas
 
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fallingtopieces

fallingtopieces

Warlock
May 6, 2024
720
one reeeally long song
 
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AliceTheGoon

Specialist
Jul 1, 2022
399
 
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SteamaHorns

SteamaHorns

Member
Aug 2, 2024
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Casually stumbled upon this on Spotify recommended, without knowing the origin I thought lyrics resonated with me.

I remember listening to this way back when I was still in elementary school. Nice song, and a nice cover. Cool to see the song still having attention.



The english lyrics to this song make me feel heard. The exhaustion, regret, pessimistic self-awareness, the feeling of alienation, the uncertainty and self doubt, and the desire to give up are all things that I feel like the song acknowledges. At the end, the lyrics also convey a somewhat neutral stance on these things which I see as both a good and bad thing for my personal listening.
 
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kiki <3

kiki <3

MtF extraordinaire
Mar 26, 2023
62
the entire all life long album by kali malone, this track specifically. the album as a whole can be described as a highlight on the weight of the human experience.

 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
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For me there's a lot, but I think the one that took the words out of my mouth is this

Not sure if one particularly exists that's perfect maybe papa roach last resort but I'm not a cutter so it isnt perfect.
 
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daisyrandone

daisyrandone

suicide livestreamer
Sep 12, 2023
12
bit of an obvious choice for anyone into japanese music but this song has been close to my heart for years

shinatagari ft hatsune miku
i love the producer so muchhh omg it's great to see a fan in the wild ;-; not sure if my old username shows up on my profile but it used to be an english translation of the "shinde mo ii yo" line in the chorus. just such a cool coincidence.
 
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jamesu7777

jamesu7777

Member
Sep 29, 2024
7
Hi,

I am a new member. Glad to be here with you all. After a lifetime of fear and anxiety, here is a song that reflects my internal feelings. I hope some of you will enjoy.



Lyrics:
To watch the curtain fall
Within an inch of the call
A thousand reasons not one to divulge

The sting of all that was
You medicate so willingly
As we endure the fall
To normalcy

You're far beyond the underlying forces
Slight in a way untrue, wait
Where's the worth in holding on
When the rope to which you cling has cut you off

Now it's not the same
Though I dream awakening to my
Wasted days harboring
The sorrows of a promise set to flames

So why do we grieve
Lying to, we're lying to
We lie ourselves to sleep

They force what lives out of all
What you turn away
You turn away
You're far beyond the underlying forces

Slight in a way untrue, wait
Where's the worth in holding on
When the rope to which you cling has cut you off

You turn away
You turn away
Who told you to wait for me?
Who told you to wait?
Who told you to wait for me?
You turn away (who told you to wait for me?)
You turn away
 
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TheLongestEulogy

TheLongestEulogy

New Member
Apr 10, 2024
1


Loneliness has defined me. Even when I cry, I cry alone. I'll only be happy when I'm alone in that warm dark place we call death.
 

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