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nonliv

nonliv

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Aug 30, 2024
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I want to get high again. I think it would be fun. This time smoking, but edibles would be good too. Aswell as trying coke, just once so I can know what it feels like. I want to kiss someone. I want to make love aswell. I want to earn money so I can give it to my mom. I want to pet cute chihuahuas. I really like dogs, I really want to be surrounded by them. I want to go fishing again. I want to be on a high building, sitting on the edge and admiring the view. I want to get hugged so tight that I feel completely squished. I want to talk to someone old, let them ramble about they're life, I want them to call me sweet names. I want to lay down on a plain field whilst it's super warm outside. I want to dress up and feel pretty. I want someone to think I'm the prettiest girl they've ever seen. These are all the things that I still want to do
 
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timf

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Mar 26, 2020
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It is natural to want to experience the pleasurable sensations in life. However, they usually come after or as a result of some activity. For example, doing volunteer work reading to the elderly or at an animal shelter can provide the opportunity to have those sensations. The romantic expectations can be tricky because there are people who can inflict great pain that you want to avoid.

You might want to be careful. If you focus too much on what you want, you may cultivate a selfish life that can be unattractive to others. Also considering what you can do for others can keep things in balance as well as show others your concern for them.
 

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