Venting What do you want to be when you grown up?

[catbunny]

Dead.

 

[witchcraft]

Anything other than a depressed, CTB-ideationing loser living with his mom and approaching the age of 30.

 

[Pluto]

 

[gardenhouse]

I'm a grown up already, never thought I would be here and not wanting to exist anymore.

 

[itsgone2]

Shockingly i never considered this enough
Ever
I don't know what people do. Discuss with family? Friends?
Just never mapped out life. On any level. In the moment only.
So incredibly stupid. That level of stupidity should just be put down. Forget everything else. That alone should be the end of me.

 

[Asya]

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[StoneCactus]

I wanted to be either an auto mechanic or a software developer. My parents wouldn't let me go to a vocational high school to become a mechanic and the .com crash happened my senior year of high school/freshman year of college which scared me away from coding.

 

[maki]

a niche internet micro celebrity

 

[suicidalbnuy]

I wanna be dead

 

[SDB]

Anything other than a depressed, CTB-ideationing loser living with his mom and approaching the age of 30.

At least your not 45 like me

 

[purebliss]

I am 26 man
I got everything I wanted
And still I never felt this bad.
I earn 3k Euro net, with my upcoming promotion it will be 4k net.
I have Money, I have loving and caring friends, I don't look half bad.

Purely objectively speaking I have achieved everything for a good life.

But my head is such a hell filled space. It is unbearable to be conscious for longer than an hour.
I wanted to get off the Weed, but I found myself smoking the entire time now. Just so I don't have to be me.

I would trade everything I have in just to be happy. Just to not feel so irrationally despaired.

But I can't have that. I know that I can't. My brain is permanently damaged with no hope out of this.
So I take the second-best option... which is the reason I am on this forum

 

[Realgar]

A retired Lottery winner!

 

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[TokaNoOwari]

Being content with my own life while giving it my all for my future kids so they can have the beautiful life they deserve. That is what i thought growing up at least...