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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I thought I had seen the darkest place...but beyond that....I have found an even deeper darkness.
 
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plycaract937

plycaract937

CTB Soon
May 16, 2024
27
Mine is some type of black mirror shit like your brain gets uploaded into a computer and you are trapped there in agony for eternity.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
Mine is some type of black mirror shit like your brain gets uploaded into a computer and you are trapped there in agony for eternity.
Sounds like my current life. Trapped in this body, trapped with cruel and sadistic entities.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,274
Fear itself I suppose. There are plenty of things I find frightening though. Immortality would be pretty bad I think- no matter the setting.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,268
Not being able to die. I am not really afraid of anything because I know death can be my solution to anything. So I guess not being able to end my suffering in the way I want is frightening.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,633
Existence is to me, I see existence as an abomination that causes endless amounts of harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to me existence itself is the true problem as after all it's the source of all suffering and cruelty torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway, I just find it so dreadful how this existence was even imposed at all even know there was never a need for it. I just wish I was never burdened with this existence where I'm capable of suffering to endless and unlimited amounts destined to decay and die anyway, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer and unable to feel any pain which is why non-existence is all that's positive for me, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from this existence of unnecessary suffering.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,809
Losing your mind/sense of self.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,971
1000001415
This "thing" here^
 
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ramon

ramon

Student
Aug 10, 2024
164
Since this is SaSu, then the most frightening thing for me would be failing to CTB to end up an quadriplegic (drooler).
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,199
pusheen-pusheen-cat.gif
 
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charcoalcat

charcoalcat

The only thing humans are equal in is death
Apr 17, 2018
124
The backrooms look pretty scary to me. Imagine spawning there after death.

Mine is some type of black mirror shit like your brain gets uploaded into a computer and you are trapped there in agony for eternity.
I recall an episode where a dying woman's consciousness got uploaded into a teddy bear so her daughter could interact with her. In the end the only thing she could convey is "Mummy loves you". Still gives me the creeps.
 
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Anne Alias

Anne Alias

tired.
Feb 11, 2025
39
True immortality. Living, with your body never aging nor changing, past the end of the world, past the end of the universe, past everything.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,477
unending constant unbearable pain that you can't stop because the monsters made every guaranteed suicide method into crimes. they made someone helping you with suicide a crime , also Nembutal , suicide booths ( like the sarco the tech is there ) , suicide kits machines etc.
 
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Haematemesis

Haematemesis

Student
Jan 12, 2025
166
reincarnation or afterlife. I can't decide which one is worse.
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

╠═·⢄⠔⠑⢄⠔⠑·═╣
Nov 18, 2024
320
For me it's going blind.
 
enduringwinter

enduringwinter

flower, water
Jun 20, 2024
361
Illnesses, injuries, disabilities, poverty, filth, failures, responsibilities, suffering, pain

I'm full of fear
 
sadsoni

sadsoni

will you hold me and stop me from shaking?
Feb 28, 2025
73
Since this is SaSu, then the most frightening thing for me would be failing to CTB to end up an quadriplegic (drooler).
The author Edgar Allan Poe has a story about a semi-dead person describing how people take long to "completely die" - and that most people are buried alive. Some scary shit.

In one of Poe's short stories.
Not being able to die. I am not really afraid of anything because I know death can be my solution to anything. So I guess not being able to end my suffering in the way I want is frightening.
This! In short our new quest in life is its ending.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
593
●Offending someone
●Abandoment
●Humans
●Myself
●what comes after death
 
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onthefence

onthefence

Actually… sobbing on the floor
Dec 31, 2024
227
Losing your mind/sense of self.
Interesting- I have no sense of self to begin with.
At this moment in time. Choosing to live and to stop dissociating.
 
Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,929
Are we including very subjective fears into this?

I am most freighted by school (cus of my experiences of it), abandonment (cus of being very attached and relying on other people), hurting innocent people (I feel very guilty if I do something wrong) and not being able to die.
 
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onthefence

onthefence

Actually… sobbing on the floor
Dec 31, 2024
227
The abuse started when I was an infant. I was taught to have no wants or needs because they will never be met. I always just take care of everyone else and try to keep them happy. When people ask questions about me like my favorite restaurant I turn it around and just ask them what they like because I don't have an answer.
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
755
Life or failing to CTB and stuck in a coma where you still are trapped in your mind but cannot move nor talk.
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
959
That deep darkness, just when you think it cannot get darker, it does. Losing the sense of what is real, losing oneself. Fear of the mind going blank, disappearing, becoming nothingness, an empty shell inside, gone, unable to take care of oneself mentally.
 

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