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Timeisrunningout

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Jul 6, 2025
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I am contimplating using a combination of the following to to assist in an accidental drowning.
22.5 milligrams Alprazolam/Xanax
120 milligrams Tizanidine (muscle relaxer)
100 milligrams Zolpidem
1430 milligrams milligrams Cclobenzaprine (another muscle relaxer)
150 milligrams hydrocodone with acetaminiphin
120 milligrams ondansetron (anti-nausea medicine)

the plan is to go paddleboarding. Take the above medications with me and along with a water bottle full of alcohol and a new bottle of water. When I feel the combination meds and alcohol beginning to take effect I will take my life vest off and let nature take its course.

What do you think are the chances that I will be successful and it will be ruled accidental?
 
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DeadManLiving

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Sep 9, 2022
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Depends on the temperature of the water.
 
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Timeisrunningout

Member
Jul 6, 2025
6
Good point. will have calculate that. May have to choose the Gulf Coast of Florida rather than the atlantic coast.
 
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If I was gone, If I had just disappeared
Jul 27, 2025
139
120 mg of zofran(odanestron) seems a bit absurd, doesn't it? also sounds like a risk for serotonin syndrome, as zofran can cause that.
zofran also does not work the same as say, metoclopramide. i think it is not a good idea to add that much zofran, but then again i am no medical professional, just some guy who takes zofran constantly.
 
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Timeisrunningout

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Jul 6, 2025
6
The point of the zofran is to do what I can to prevent me vomiting the medications up before they take effect. I wouldn't necessarily take all of it but have it if needed.
 
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copioushopelessness

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2025
424
Wouldn't the atlantic coast be cooler?
120 mg of zofran(odanestron) seems a bit absurd, doesn't it? also sounds like a risk for serotonin syndrome, as zofran can cause that.
zofran also does not work the same as say, metoclopramide. i think it is not a good idea to add that much zofran, but then again i am no medical professional, just some guy who takes zofran constantly.
What's the difference between meto and zofran? I've never taken meto.
 
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floatingair

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Jan 6, 2026
51
You don't need any of that, you just need Alprazolam and opioids. Increase the Xanax to 50 or 100mg, then purchase an opioid. Have a look at my nitazene thread - opioids are discussed. Easier than risking pain and over complicating suicide.
Depends on the temperature of the water.
Why? they are just going to drown.
 
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copioushopelessness

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Aug 27, 2025
424
You don't need any of that, you just need Alprazolam and opioids. Increase the Xanax to 50 or 100mg, then purchase an opioid. Have a look at my nitazene thread - opioids are discussed. Easier than risking pain and over complicating suicide.

Why? they are just going to drown.
I'm assuming they mean that in cold water hypothermia would set in but I see your point. I guess drowning is drowning.
 
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Timeisrunningout

Member
Jul 6, 2025
6
The point here is this is what I have on hand. they are "surplus" meds that I have saved ovder the last few months. My plan is to do my best to make it look accidental. I won't have bunch of missing medications using these to broadcast that it is suicide.
 

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