What do you think about getting murdered or killed by something else?

[Xi-Xi]

Basically what the title says. Are you against the idea of going out on somebody else's terms? Or is death still death for you? I'm really curious?

 

[martyrdom]

I'd prefer to do it myself but I ultimately don't care.

 

[eggsausagerice]

Are you against the idea of going out on somebody else's terms? Or is death still death for you?

i made a thread about wanting to get murdered a while back. it got locked for being controversial lol. actively seeking being murdered is bad but thinking about it passively in the same way you see suicide is normal.

 

[hypnoticpoisoned]

It's my worst fear. I don't want to go out in any way except my own terms.

 

[Jadeith]

Got mixed feelings about it.
Possible PROs
-it removes some "guilt" one might feel for killing themselves. Some will still remain as it was conscious decision to let it happen
-it might be useful in overcoming SI, depending on what terms it would be done

CONs
-places legal crosshair on the one who did this
-might leave them with shitton of guilt
-if it was like intentionally pissing off cartel or sth like that, chances are you'll be suffering for quite long time before dying or attempt will be botched leaving you disabled and in pain

 

[author]

I fear having the control taken away from me, so realistically I'd never want to go out on someone else's terms.

Despite this I sometimes have a very romanticized fantasy of being killed by someone I'm in love with, who will gently care for me as I die, and take care of my remains. That's just a daydream, though, and not something I'd ever want in real life. It's just not possible to go painlessly like that.

 

[Misanthrope0000]

As long as it's not an honor murder case, I genuinely don't care

 

[AngelTear]

Depends for me since I keep going from suicidal and I want death now to I just need one chance to be happy so I'll begrudgingly continue for now.
I'd be mad if someone killed me when I was finally achieving happiness and getting away from my fuckass family.
I'd be horrified if I was gruesomely tortured before they killed me- I do not seek my death to be prolonged, just short and to the point.
If it was like just out of the blue I'd be shocked but I'd accept it in my dying breath.
If it was a pity kill I think it would be loving but that's something that only happens in fiction.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

That's fine but they'd better hurry up & find me already.

 

[Lamentice]

I don't want my death in someone else's hands, so it's a no for me.

 

[InevitableDeath]

It removes the dignity of suicide as a statement against psychopathic society, shoddy family and fake friends.

I might be between attempts, but if anyone tried to murder me I'd take their eyes first.

 

[Arvayn]

As someone who got into a few violent street scuffles as a teen, I don't really care. Good for them. Though, I would still fight back if I had the chance. Always wanted to battle someone in a real life-or-death fight, and it'd be even cooler if I won. I can brutalize the murderer to near-death as punishment self-defense. If I lose... Good thing I'm too dead to care.
Any smart murderer would just drug me, though.

 

[etherealgoddess]

Basically what the title says. Are you against the idea of going out on somebody else's terms? Or is death still death for you? I'm really curious?

I have too much of an ego for someone else to kill me. Like to know I died because someone else wanted that? Hell naw.

 

[itsgone2]

It's scary to think about. But it would be for the best

I'd welcome it

 

[ReadyToLeave]

I would rather go out this way then suicide. At least this way people can feel sorry for me, or maybe I can go out and be remembered for being a hero in trying to save others while some lunatic goes full beserk mode and starts killing people.

 

[Unlucky777]

As a true crime fanatic, I've fantasied about being killed by a serial killer. Not in like a erotic way or anything like that but the simple fact that I want out and if it's not by suicide I don't have to feel guilty about it. I see other victims and I consider them so lucky. Why can't that be me? Why am I so unlucky, I think

Anyway, if you are a serial killer and you are reading this, I'm over here

 

[Concorde]

As a true crime fanatic

Omg stay in your own lane

I've fantasied about being killed by a serial killer.

Oh gosh same. Like when I'm home alone and hear stuff way too close. I'm just like "fiiiiiiiinally" or "this poor serial killer is in for a loooooong night bc I'm chatty this time of day". Especially chatty when I'm doing what I love doing most: being killed.

Not in like a erotic way

I wish there wasn't something there for me amongst the fear, vulnerability, objectification, and feeling special when a monster decides to pick me. Especially when so many other people and their families appear to dislike the attention of serial killers. Gimme a break.

if you are a serial killer and you are reading this, I'm over here

Nothing but guffaws this is so dumbbbbbbb

 

[InevitableDeath]

That is impressively mental Unlucky777.

Would it be erotic to take their eyes first then fuck the sockets?

 

[Unlucky777]

That is impressively mental Unlucky777.

Would it be erotic to take their eyes first then fuck the sockets?

Haha yeah, life is such a wonderful and precious gift that I need to have these absolutely mental fantasies to escape life .

 

[EndingEagle]

I have thought about it partially it would be a relief like accident or heart attack or something there wouldnt questions about why or anything like that but on the other hand unless its something like a gunshot to The head immidiate and mostly painless i would prefer to do it myself

 

[Jisatsu]

Sure idc

 

[CGN83]

Be very careful. I tried that very recently. I thought a man was going to murder me but instead I was the victim of male on male rape and I'm still here. I'm in a worse place than where I was and now 100% set on SN if and when it arrives from DSL.

 

[blehhh]

Dude I live in North Philly and WISH it was as bad as people fear monger it do be. Being murdered would be so much easier and probably leave my family with a lot less guilt.

 

[Concorde]

Would it be erotic to take their eyes first then fuck the sockets?

I'm kinda squeamish around blood and maiming. But my vision is already pretty bad, so sure, I guess. Whatever it takes. Lmk if you need my address.

Haha yeah, life is such a wonderful and precious gift that I need to have these absolutely mental fantasies to escape life .

But they tell me "you have so much to live for!™" so often?

 

[dewasrite]

I once got out of my car in a football game parking lot and started screaming at 2 other drivers who were having an argument about leaving. It was a total road rage episode for me, they were being ignorant and blocking every other car trying to get out. When I got home and told my husband what happened he told me if I kept doing stuff like that someone was going to shoot me someday. Now everytime I get angry on the road I find myself hoping that something like that actually does happen. So… yeah. I really hope someone shoots and kills me.

 

[dead dav]

Yes I would let someone murder me it would take the decision out of my hands very unlikely to happen but we can dream