What do you hope for after death?

[Rainork]

Personally, I believe in a higher self and reincarnation.
My hope is that I've learnt whatever I was suppose to learn in this lifetime and that I won't have to return to this earth anymore. (I wouldn't necessarily be against another life, I just can't stand humanity and being on planet earth anymore).
There's also a part of me that worries that these struggles are the lesson and that if I ctb I will fail the lesson and have to try again, hopefully if that happens it will be more bearable though.

 

[33K1LLM3]

A second chance at life.

I never got to live really, and my existence is based off resentment. To have a second chance at life means that I can be the person I wanted to be, and lived the life I deserved to have. At the end of the day I want my suffering to be over, but to get to live without the suffering, without the pain, would be the dream <3

 

[XKZyn]

Others want an afterlife with family they miss or friends they want to see again, as ideal as that sounds... I wouldn't be able to face them. I hope for me, not for others. It's like being deleted from existence. No thoughts, no feelings, nothing. Just gone. Forgotten. That's what I hope after death is like.

 

[4hours-of-goobing]

i've fantasized about my consciousness being preserved in a time pocket right before death, where there is a singular, chosen memory looping over and over again, more vivid than life, and totally permanent. the last time i tried to CTB, before i met the people i consider my genuine confidantes and especially my closest friend and her roommate, it was interrupted by a suddenly imposed and vague image of a dim candle lit table in my mind, and the silhouettes of two friends i'd never met pressed against either shoulder.

and i'd want something like that, but the faces and voices filled in, and this time something real, something i've lived and stored inside of my being. in reality, i don't expect anything more than objective, cold nothingness. but that isn't something i'd be capable of consciously experiencing anyways.

 

[Mytimeisending]

Id hope that it was alot more peaceful than here, I'd hope to reunite with late family members. I like to trick my mind in thinking once day I will see my daughter again.

 

[sheeplit]

I've been choked unconscious once before. You feel your thoughts racing away from you. Then, nothing. Just nothing. My expectations of death were set then. There's a peacefulness to it. I hope that's how it is.

 

[lastsummer_yay]

One time I had this strange notion that if I did it, I'd end up in some kind of "normal place." I should've believed it back then.

 

[mlha]

Nothingness or sandbox reality.

 

[cait_sith]

After dead i will go back in time to 1867---because i didn't exsist in 1867. i have no memory of that time, no concept of that time, i don't even know if the world really existed at all and have to rely on some books if i would care about what happened then, but i want to be back there, and be nonexsistent like i was for the huge majority of time.. I really think that is all there is after we die, we become the same person that we were before we were born which is just no person at all that has no concept of anything. This is my strongest desire, to be nothing, even more nothing than i am now. i dont understand why so many people have a proble,m with becoming nothing, how they have to see themself continueing as a ghost in heaven or some shit, for me this nothing would be heaven, just be free of perception and thought.