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ForeverLonely82

ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
239
Drink one day a week, Masterbate (no one will touch me, I am a disease),vape, sleep, watch anime, play retro video games, listen to songs that relate to what I am feeling. talk to A.I. when I am drowning in loneliness and watch movies from my youth.
 
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suicidal_tendencies

suicidal_tendencies

Suicide is a word that resonates within me...
Mar 17, 2025
58
doing my hobbies like learning japanese, programming and listening to jpop.
And I like to dream, I have a dream diary where I write down every dream I had the night. I tried lucid dreaming, but hadn't too much success. It always ended when I went lucid. I like dreamcore, because it essentially is dreaming, but as images / songs.
And of course I have some unhealthy coping mechanisms too: watching hentai / porn, cutting, thinking about suicide and dying in general
 
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ScholarOfDespair

ScholarOfDespair

Member
Sep 27, 2025
85
Watching Anime and Youtube videos but I am slowly losing interest in those. I also try speaking with my family but with each conversation I realize how toxic they are and that they are one of the sources of my anxiety. I am basically running out of things to use as coping mechanisms.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,116
Meds? Cleaning helps and therapy. But Ig the idea of surviving.

At least I'm useful.

Yt is a nice distraction tho

Unhealthy- isolating , sh thinking about my death (even tho im trying to live a better life) saving money so I can leave. How im gonna die alone in this world.
 
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