What brings you joy pleasure enjoyment or excitement?

[Still here]

Being alone somewhere deep in the woods somehow brings me joy....

 

[no mas]

I only get borrowed joy, pleasure, excitement. My feelings in general.

I borrow a kind of joy from my dreams, being someone not in my circumstances, only half of the joy since this always bring me anguish while dreaming, I know fully well that these are merely dreams. Recently I've just dreamt of climbing Mt. Everest, or a replica of it without the harsh conditions–what a trek that was, my body ached and seemingly lived it when I woke up.

I also share half of joy of the characters written in pages. I reckon I live more in pages and in my mind than I do in real life, where I am nothing, and because I am nothing, I can imagine being everything.

That's what it seemingly comes down to for many of us Nothings. You fought that mountain on your own in a battle of heart and soul. But you weren't alone. That mountain vibrates and the past souls were still on that mountain with you. We all matter, and by physics matter cannot be created nor destroyed, therefore we still matter. And since Nothing (including Us Nothings) cannot stop vibrating, everything does, we're altering vibrations in everything we come in contact with at all times. So our vibrational impact and spirit is everywhere, and yet we seem paradoxically so static and nowhere...other than in our dreams. Maybe pure unadulterated nothingness exists in another dimension, and those of us who choose to leave earlier than the pro-lifers who's motto is "nothing's worth dying for", have already figured it out, or we are willing to accept the inherent risk in that transition. Nothings free...there's a price to pay for the stay, nothings included, everything has a cost.

 

[merlinscries]

Nothing. Literally nothing. Imagine you can't focus on anything for longer than a few minutes, lose track again and forget everything - continuously ? Where focusing on anything is painful so you have to space out or find something worthwhile which eventually hurts you too? My add is so bad it's like I'm trying to watch a distorted movie. And all I know are a few factoids that I inappropriately bring into conversation at times. What kind of life is that ? The only thing literally keeping me from killing myself is my family at this point.

 

[Dark Moon]

Before I would have said entertainment and video games, also collecting video game items. Nowadays it's nothing because I'm not that interested in them anymore.

 

[Amnesiac_88]

Painting and drawing used to bring me joy, but lately the only thing that makes me feel good is being locked up in my room with no sunlight and no human interaction

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Tbh nothing really brings me enjoyment, pleasure or excitement anymore. I said spending time with loved ones, but I only have a few minutes of chat time with my one and only person, and not every day. These are like lifelines, and possibly the only thing keeping me from letting go of this world. It's like a ray of light, or some form of joy, being able to see and hear him, even if we cannot touch.

The other one I chose was traveling but maybe I ticked it too quickly. I used to love seeing new places. And since I'm in a foreign country, everything is new to me. But when I go somewhere, it's more a sense of empty wonder. I see stunning views, but cannot share it, and the emptiness inside amplifies, thinking how much joy we would've felt if the moment was shared.

 

[littlecutecorpse]

i guess quite a couple: bf, music, tv, and masturbating. but most of those are merely short bursts of dopamine as nice as they are. i could also throw in those moments where i feel free from consequences and worry. i used to draw a lot and played an instrument before, but i hardly get any enjoyment out of those anymore.

 

[DeadManLiving]

Collecting various species of minerals/crystals, geo artifacts and metamaterial fabrication processes (aerogels, synthetic composite self healing materials/substrates, dual optical/RF waveguide coax capillac self reinforcing/flexible auto (re)assembling substrates AI computing middleware)

Ultral-low-tempurature ULT cryogenic liquid/solid/slush refrigerant/energy liquification, storage, pressure reg/distribution/off gassing propulsion and magnetoelectric multi-phase state/cycle system component design

Above all minerals and exotic gem / crystals

 

[verybabybunny]

Loving.

Nothing else does it anymore. Not my favorite games. My favorite places. My favorite foods. Food is nearly tasteless to me.

Being in love. Ive written this on here before but it feels like my purpose. I'd rather die than not love. It eats me up from the inside. I just want to reach out and hold someones hand. I just want to say i love you. So badly.

 

[Raven2]

I mainly watch tv or scroll on social media to pass the time but it doesnt bring me excitement anymore. Although next year a few films and returning tv shows are coming out so I'm looking forward to those. I mainly sleep to also pass the time.
I mainly watch tv or scroll on social media to pass the time but it doesnt bring me excitement anymore. Although next year a few films and returning tv shows are coming out so I'm looking forward to those. I mainly sleep to also pass the time.

 

[itsgone2]

Nothing else does it anymore. Not my favorite games. My favorite places. My favorite foods. Food is nearly tasteless to me.

Same. If anything it further drives me down because I can recall when i did enjoy these things and it makes me physically ill. I can't read, play video games, go for walks. Nothing. There's no reason to exist.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

I don't really feel joy/excitement for anything these days. I used to get enjoyment out of sleep, but even sleep has become traumatic for me now.

 

[FoxSauce]

Hmm drawing? Or sleeping, freinds

 

[konkurs]

honestly? getting worse in terms of my ED, exercising my free will in unhinged/relatively dangerous ways, and causing family problems.

Funny thing is, I don't even have to do much at all to cause problems. Just existing is enough to get people upset. At one point, this fucked me up mentally and I would try to fix it or find ways to act that didn't piss people off, but eventually I figured out that no matter what I do they'll always try to punish me, because they genuinely just hate me and don't think I should exist so now I mostly find it entertaining nowadays and I'd be lying if I said I didn't try to antagonize them sometimes by just being myself. It's incredibly freeing.