Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[F6x]

No matter what choice I make its always wrong.

 

[tonicer]

The only person that keeps me going got diagnosed with cancer. I was never this scared in my life. I am usually the one who fixes problems for others but in this situation i am completely powerless. If cancer takes me mother i have zero reasons to stay alive. I'm a KHHV and i also have no real friends anymore and at 43 i don't know how and where to even make new friends. I lost my job 3 years ago so i can't even bury myself in work. I hate this.

 

[Manaaja]

Glory to all the species which don't have domestic abuse

 

[LonelyOutcast0528]

Ecstatic at the sight of the West finally collapsing and Islam conquering it, bringing an end to this modern Jahiliyyah

 

[CTB Dream]

this all awfl pain sffr this rly awfl wrld no psbl anyy

 

[CTB Dream]

This rly all plnt all lif wrs this all dtriort all end this rlty no mtr do all nnsnsn time mov mov dtriorit

 

[hangingclothes]

can a stray bullet just hit me already

 

[Zyntkalla]

I am upset because my parents keep talking about my epilepsy episodes & they want me to wear my necklace or bracelet so other people know just in case it happens. And I don't want to wear it because I feel more useless not like I want to but it makes me feel worse. And I can't wait until CTB because they will feel worse & they think they already do. If you think that is horrible to think then try to be in my shoes.

 

[spacefreightergirl]

I don't know if I can hold it together much longer

 

[4colliez]

Im doing it again. Maybe I really just am the worst thing in the life of everyone who's met me. Maybe that's what lead to all of this

 

[seeyoulater26]

I don't want to be heartbroken anymore, but I still am. Deeply. I tried everything. It's been over a year and I still feel so defeated. I sat with the grief, I didn't use anyone to move on, I focused on my goals, I kept my body active, I've been saying kind things to myself, I did things that made me happy, but I still remember, remember, remember and THAT HURTS! I'm remembering you longer than I knew you.
I wish you'd just killed me when you left.
I hope one day, this makes sense. I don't know why the universe felt the need to humble me like that.
I feel so humiliated giving in and thinking it was finally my turn.

 

[darksouls]

loading is very slowly today

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

I don't think I can make a life or career from this point and I am just delaying the inevitable. A life full of trauma,abuse,neglect and adverse experiences can fuck up a person to the point of no return. I just wish to have a way for peaceful exit at this point. I regret throwing my SN 3 years ago. Life is not for me

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

I've been on this forum since I started college and have now graduated.

Thanks for keeping me here, I guess?