Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[dhk96]

I'm so pathetic.

I got a small cut on my thumb two days ago while trying to open a plastic container.

It hasn't healed yet but times like these always remind me of when I got a papercut from trying to open a box of bandages to use on a different papercut.

Like damn, Universe. How much more pathetic can I get?

 

[neverexistedd]

awful, frustrated, humiliated, powerless, I'm done with this shitass work but I'm not sure if I'll be able stay there for the next 2-3 months I would love to be gone just now
fuck being a wageslave cuck

 

[Manaaja]

Heaven is the opposite of hell, so only people who are the opposite of hell can go to heaven.

 

[trashhologram]

Annoyed by people who bully others. Yes, I can and am a bitch too, but usually not the instigator. There was a user in one thread here where it belittled others trauma because "there wasn't physical violence so it's not even bad". I really hope people like that get emotionally abused so they will learn how much more and longer it hurts than being punched. Fucking moron.

 

[Dejected 55]

Its all a swirling mist of horrible and hurtful and lonely and frustrating and anxious... over and over and over... day after day after day... and I keep waking up to a new day of more awful, and I keep going to sleep hoping I don't wake up again, but I always do... I always do... and I'm tired.

 

[enne]

anxious. not anxiety. i just want to escape. almost skin crawling desperation.

 

[scordatura]

I'm grieving for something I've not even lost yet. But it's looming and getting closer and closer. It's inevitable. I don't know what I'll do when it comes... I'm scared... I'm already alone... but I'll be even more alone... it's not something i want to lose. it's something i really want to hold onto but I can't... i just can't... I don't want to deal with the loss, another loss. I'll be even emptier than I am now.... and I'm really ... empty... just now

What will I have left and what will I do from then? Time goes so fucking fast it's brutal. Please give me some time to pause, I want to pause on the good parts. I want to pause on the good memories. Why is that way? from the moment it passes the memory starts to fade, until it's not even a haze in your mind, when your desperately trying to cling onto someones voice, and eventually you can't recall it. yet everything else, all the fucked up parasitic stuff, lives in your DNA for your own personal eternity? why? I'm terrified.

and you know the folk who say, along the lines of life is worth living for the few fleeting moments of good and connection... why is that the case? are you not tormented by it? like its there only to make everything else hit harder? when its torn away from you. the pain. the grief. the loses. the isolation. everything you once had...

i have a migraine. im confused. life just is constantly fucking brutal on all my senses. It's been a really rough day. I feel completely empty, i don't know what's worth living for? I'm constantly in fucking pain and peace only exists in one form...

please fucking help me...

but...
you'll never be answered...